Thursday, May 20, 2004

Welcome to my class!

Active Directory... Dosen't really catch my attendtion... Now she is trying to explain... I am typing what I'm thinking infront of my lecturer... As she is walking around the class... Now Object Security... Yea it dosen't catch my attendtion too... Ha.. my classmates are coming in now 15 mins after the break, they are really a bunch of people who really know how to enjoy life... now my friend who is just beside me is trying to log in to MSN... Give up man... It won't work... You are not the admin! Hahaha... Before that he was sending SMS using Suntel WOW.lk... Now troubleshooting tip? End of slides??? Anymore?? Setting Services Security? I better concentrate now...

Group Policies

You can create template to save troubles... (Orghh.... Not bad lah.)

Example Areas Covered by Group Policies

-Event log tracking policies, you can check how many time the user log in and stuffs like that (Hmm.. quite useful)

Setting Up Security Templates

As a admin... we can set some retrictions like only allow the user to log in three times only... (Hahaha! Isn't that stupid?? For what?)

IP Security

Skynet? A set of IP-based secure communications and encryption standards created through the internet Eng Task Force (IETF) (Cool... Hahaha... Nice name...)

Ip Security Policies

Client- Respond only

Server- Request security

Secure Server- Require security (Yea end!)

Lecturer: Shall I minus mark for those who never pass up the proposal?

Classmate1: Yes... 5 Marks..

Me: Hey! No!

Lecturer: I'll give you guys another chance... Next week...

Me: Heng ah... Haha

Haha... Dunno why I so bo liao today.. If I dun do that today.. I'll fall asleep for sure.

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Hunger, thirst

Woke up at 10 something in the morning...

Feeling so tired... So tired... Very tired... Speechless.

I just feel like writting but I dunno what to write.

I'll just write something...


Like a dry cup long for water, like a desert long for rain, like a bird in a cage, like a lost boy.

No one can understand why he is doing this, his thinking, his wish to fly to a new world, his cold heart for people, he was struggling for a breathe. Suddenly, when he closed his eyes... Thinking of giving up... in that black moments... when his eyes were closed... he felt a warm touch from Him and say "I understand, I know everything, I care for you."

he was speechless but his eyes were filled with tears... suddenly he managed to say something "Keep me in your arm, my best friend and never let me go." Like a dry cup filled with water, like a desert filled with rain, like a free boy.

"Amazing grace, how sweet the sound that save a wrentch like me." - Song title: Amazing Grace

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

One thing I must do today

Last week to enjoy the holiday, so fast... Hehe... I haven't enjoy much yet... Nevermind... this week gotto enjoy but before enjoying... I really need to go buy those project materials and stuff... In the previous year, didn't bother to get those stuff ready before school reopen... so always chiong to the shops in my urgent moments. Crazy... Hahah... Sometimes even run out of floppy disk, so I went to format my chinese star disk ahaha.... so pathetic.

Monday, April 19, 2004

Singaporean's Slang

Hehe... Singaporean is shoooo cute! Don't you think so? This afternoon my teacher gave me one of the City Harvest Church album "Life", man... So nice! Heard some of their songs before, but I didn't know that those songs are composed by them!! Anyway... when I came back home...

Played the cd......

Familiar singaporean slang came out from the speaker...

lol! Just like our national day songs... Example like "Count on me Singapore!" Haha... I like it alot... So cute! Its unique... No one can copy us, we are so special!! I'm proud to be a singaporean... leh! Oops I'm not promoting singlish okie!

Thursday, April 15, 2004

One desire

Just learn a new song from my teacher today. Here the chorus it really touch my heart.

"This is my cry! My one desire, just to be where you are Lord... Now and forever!

It's more than a song, my one desire, is to be with you, is to be with you.... Jesus..."

When I sing this song... I felt the touch of God, touching my heart... I felt so warm... I felt so happy... No one can give me this kind of joy... This kind of relationship... My best friend... Indeed... My one and only desire is to be with you... Jesus. I really mean it.

Saturday, April 10, 2004

Talk things out

Few days ago...

Me: Didn't know this will happen.

Him: Since when you know?

Me: (Thinks: You didn't give me the chance to change...)

Him: You are always the same.

Me: (Thinks: Really it is not my fault today, you don't trust me anymore? Fine since you asked for it... I'll let you see the worst of me, I'll change to the worst... You force me to walk this way.)

Her: Ya lor... He dun listen one... He is Emil lor, since when he listen?

Me: (Thinks: Wow... Everyone is against me)

Just a few negative thoughts flash through me at that moment.

I'll try to be more positive now.

1st counter negative thought: Today... I nearly know, just that I'm unlucky. I'll never give up!

2nd counter negative thought: No... I'm not the same. Well... But still I can avoid this if I am careful enough.

3rd counter negative thought: Hey sis... You dunno what have happened between me and him! SHUT UP!! SHUT UP!! <- Ok... I have failed to counter the third negative thought... Why? I can't stand the way he corrected me... Or I am just very sensitive... Think the best way to solve the problem is to talk things out... Will find a chance.

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Final term for diploma level is coming to an end

Tired tired tired... Tired tired tired... One more project left.

Can't burn midnight oil today, So have to burn midnight oil tomorrow... Sat is the dateline. So close so close... The term is going to end!!!

Anyway... My CMPB Medical Screening latest update, need to go for yet another checkup at 20 April. What now what now? Hope they have something new to tell me.

Friday, April 02, 2004

The sale

8 Days Ago @ School office, 1530 hrs

Female CS Officer: Yes?

Me: I would like to register for my course for next term.

Female CS Officer: Did you look for your consultant?

Me: Is she here?

Female CS Officer: *Pek Chek expression* What's her name?

Me: Lynn.

*Ring* *Ring*

Female CS Officer: Sorry... I need to answer the call, (Talking on the phone) Hello... Orgh... Ta Bu Zai... Ta.. Ta... Ni Deng Yi Xia Ah. Oei Richard! Not at her desk how to say ah in mandarin? Orgh.. Ok... Er.. Hello Ta Bu Zai Ta De Zuo Wei... Ah ok bye. (Hang up)

Female CS Officer: (Back to me) Okay... Nevermind... Tell me what course you want.

Me: Erm... I need to know more about this Developing interactive web sites systems module.

Female CS Officer: *Pek Chek expression again* Sigh... That's why I say you should look for your consultant.

Me: Erm... I've lost my Hp together with her numbers.

Female CS Officer: She is Lynn what?

Me: I dunno... Just know her as Lynn.

Female CS Officer: *Pek Chek expression yet again* What you know? Nevermind I'll call to the consultant department. (Talking on the phone) Hello Manny ah? Oei I got a student here... Looking for her consultant Lynn... Oh there is no Lynn here? Okay... Nevermind I'll refer this student to you... No! Ni Ting Wo Jiang Wan Xian! TING! He need more info for the courses... Ok? Bye. (Hang up) (Back to me) Ok now you proceed to the counter near the main entrance.

Counter 2, 1540 hrs

Me: Hello!! Where is Manny?

Manny: Orgh Here here!!

Me: (Walk to him...)

Manny: So how can I help? Actually I think I should refer you back to the counter... Coz that's where you reigster for your course mah.

Male Consultant 2: Eh Manny... What happened?

Me: Nonono... Just now that lady told me that she dunno the course info... So... She refer me to you.

Male Consultant 2: Orgh.... Manny... Then you help him lor then transfer him back to her for course registration.

Manny: Oh... Okay. *Stressed expression*

Male Consultant 2: Manny... I got other things to do... you handle him okay? See you

Manny: Okay... *Stressed expression again* I also not very sure but it's obvious... something to do with the web.

Me: Ic... (Of course la...)

Manny: Ok nevermind I'll help you to register... give me your name please.

Me: Emil

Manny: Why can't I find your account... Student Id please...

After a while...

Manny: Sorry... I'm not good at course registration.. Let's wait for SOS. Btw you going for degree?

Me: Need to go for NS... Chu Lai Zai Jiang Lor...

Manny: Orghh... I thought you finish your NS liao so fit sia *Dissapointed expression* Your consultant is gone... Now anything you can find me... Poor me.. now need to handle her rubbish.

Me: (What rubbish? I am some sort of sale passing around like a basketball)

Manny: Hey Linda! Help! You know how to handle course registration?

Linda: Ya its easy... You Blah Blah.... Then can liao

Manny: Linda... Bu Yao Zou Leh... Pei Wo... Sigh... Cham liao...

Linda: K Manny.. I'll help you... Hey student... Which module you want? Just tell me and I'll help you to register. It is better for you to take the modules for fresh students.

Me: What's the diffrence?

Linda: Your classmate knowledge will be the same as you.

Me: Oh... classmate..

Linda: Arbo then.. Monkey ah?

Me: Okay I want this module...

Linda: Manny... Give him a call when the registration is done... that's all... you can go now.
The Passion

Watched that show for free... Thanks to my teacher haha... Very nice show be sure to catch!!
Best show now in theatres!