Go on

No one can give me

No one can help me

No one can see me

No one can touch me

No one can make a diffrence to my helpless feeling

I need to help myself, I need to move on.

Shoot out!

Caring.. Guys or gals?

Was discussing with someone about who is more caring? Guys or gals? Of course I will support guys right? But to speak the truth, I think gals are more caring than guys though I kept telling her that guys can be as caring as gals. Gals are more sentitive and guys normally don't show their love. Not forgetting that we have some gentlemens that will be extra caring to gals, as gals are emotional and weak physically. Proud to say that! Guys keep it up!

Wedding dinner tonight

Finally, one of our young adults will be promoted to Married Status tonight, wedding buffet dinner special huh? Hehe... quite excited... Congrats! More promotion ceremonies are coming soon, you know who you are haha!

New flat

Finally, After 14 years... we will be moving to a new house soon! Just visited that place few days ago, we got a gracefully looking auntie neighbour that provides us quite alot of information about our flat, very helpful and polite! So are they, her two attractive daughters... Our flat is filled with young people, most of them are students.. I love it! Will try to make friends with all of them! Saw a pretty cat that walks like a model (Cat walk), the owner of the cat is a cute malay girl that waves with me... So friendly... Saw a hero malay guy that will protect his neighbour (I think so... can tell from his face, but must build a good relationship with him)... Saw alot of handsome and pretty youth walking around the void deck.. wow... (Warning: Dun judge the book by its cover) just like me.. wo hen chou ke shi wo hen wen rou right? Hahaha... okie... just joking...

We have vending machines and atm below... that will be verryy convenient!

Blocked Investigation

I can't open my mouth

I can't express it in my old ways...

No

Not anymore.. not anymore...

Let me walk the only way.

The heart deep inside

I don't understand myself.. And I want to understand myself. Now I'm going in to my heart.. I'll let you know what I see when I'm out.

Artistic people

Most of the Artistic people (esp musicians) will behave strangely at times. They often spend their time walking around, or at the room alone. That dosen't mean that musicians don't talk, they do... some are real good jokers but they just need time to be alone, when reach certain time.. their mood will swing..

Most of the people thought they have attitude problems, but they are just a bunch of people that need help. People say only musicians can cure musicians, only musicians that came out from their old self (just like anti biotic) know the key of getting out. If nobody is going to help them, then they must save themselve.

I want to go...

I'm living in a diffrent world

Longing that some miracles will come

So that I can enter someplace I want...

The day will come... the day will come.

A request, not forgetting my purpose here.

Both of my pc are down, now I'm using my friend's pc... Recently... Quite alot of things happened... And thank God I am just positive enough to go on... At least there is still happiness in my life, it is enough already... I'm just a simple guy... I dun expect much in my life.. Really... Really... Just a simple request.... just one... hmm... okie... I'm doing well though haha... alot of things didn't come out as I expect... but I guess that's life... just need to let go, continue... and get better! No pain no gain!

I'm not immune to pain.

I can't stop my sweat coming out from my palms.

I can't change the temperature of my body.

But I can change the way I think.

This world is much more meaningful and beautiful when I see my purpose of living.

August 2004

There is much more to learn, there is much more to go through, Well... How am I? Think it is already quite sometime since I last talk about myself...

Much better, happier, friendlier(BHB), cutier (BHB), gentier(BHB), Carrier(BHB), cheerfuier(BHB)...

Hm... have to forget the pass and continue with hope.. Well quite a few things happened recently.

1. UFO... Though it may be quite a outdated news for some people... But haha... anyway.. I saw you a UFO not long ago, very round and quite big too with red light blinking... It cloaks and dissapear slowly... Sounds crazy I know but ermm thats true.. Well.. I belive the existence of UFO.. But some say it might harm you spirtually... So my advice is dun get too close to those UFO and alien thingy.

2. New guitarists... Haha I know I seldom upload church stuff here, but I think it is really a great joy to see people successful in learning guitar, what a hardworking sister... Hm... I'm very very proud of her although I didn't do much but just told her what I know... Now she can even teach too!! More to come more to come hehe.. Multiply!

3. Sold my house... I welcome your visitation to my new house.... Hehe...

Things come and go easily, just let God take control and Stay close with Him. Move on guys!

Real tired

I'm... So... so tired... Argh... I really... really.. dunno whether I can make it or not... There is just so many things left for me to do... Argh... Time is running out.. Those stupid hospital appointments are really wasting my time... Why all come together in my busy week? I got projects, presentation, test to do.. and the hospital appointments so accurate all come in this week... And then I still have to quickily finish my test early to rush to hospital for appointment.  Well, I went to the hospital late but lucky the doc still there, she told me that I still have to attend further appointments few months later... Arghh... Hai...

I am no more... Gone... Well before that... I just want to say I... I..................