Sunday, October 03, 2004

Silent park

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

End, end, end.

Enough, enough and ENOUGH!

My eyes are close. Until someday.. it might open again.

I need rest, totally quiet, alone... with God. I can't cut off myself from this world, but I... can close my eyes for hours... and rest in God. Silent park.

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Night cat

I expect myself to do more today... but sad to say I failed to finish what I want to finish, but anyway I have finished what my lecturer require us to do.

I am really tired, I need some sleep... I'm doing things non-stop today after school, together with Timothy.. we went to download files.. after that do abit of project then I have to play guitar for cell group... every friday. Then tomorrow got morning lesson and after that I need to go for prac, after that I still got something on... Haii... Okie looks like tonight (Sat night) I have to sleep abit late. Sunday morning still need to wake up early for yet another practice, after that still have something on...

Okie... lucky I'm a cat... night cat...you guys should know me very well... haha... ermm.. I have already change the habit... I can't totally dun sleep... standard drop already.. its a good thing... its a good thing.

Friday, October 01, 2004

Thanks to you

Hey thanks for your testimony and encouragement... You really understand me alot, all the things you wrote in the testimony are very true.

Perheps I'm wrong, I thought I'm on my own.. but God send you to encourage me. Just want to say... it really helps alot, thanks for the friendship.

At first I was shocked when I heard your problem, frankly speaking.. I was quite discourage to hear that at first, but I thank God you still know where to go... for the holy spirit is in you. Haha.. amazing... both of us are inside a problem but we still can exchange positive things together. Yes, we will stand.. and face our greatest enermy (ourselves). Though we are not from the same church, though we are not studying in the same school, though both of us are inside a diffrent enviroment, let our friendship last forever.

Project is always a nitemare to us, but we can do it... nothing can distract us and nothing can bring us down... okie time to continue the project! With peace.

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Go on

No one can give me

No one can help me

No one can see me

No one can touch me

No one can make a diffrence to my helpless feeling

I need to help myself, I need to move on.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Shoot out!

Caring.. Guys or gals?

Was discussing with someone about who is more caring? Guys or gals? Of course I will support guys right? But to speak the truth, I think gals are more caring than guys though I kept telling her that guys can be as caring as gals. Gals are more sentitive and guys normally don't show their love. Not forgetting that we have some gentlemens that will be extra caring to gals, as gals are emotional and weak physically. Proud to say that! Guys keep it up!

Wedding dinner tonight

Finally, one of our young adults will be promoted to Married Status tonight, wedding buffet dinner special huh? Hehe... quite excited... Congrats! More promotion ceremonies are coming soon, you know who you are haha!

New flat

Finally, After 14 years... we will be moving to a new house soon! Just visited that place few days ago, we got a gracefully looking auntie neighbour that provides us quite alot of information about our flat, very helpful and polite! So are they, her two attractive daughters... Our flat is filled with young people, most of them are students.. I love it! Will try to make friends with all of them! Saw a pretty cat that walks like a model (Cat walk), the owner of the cat is a cute malay girl that waves with me... So friendly... Saw a hero malay guy that will protect his neighbour (I think so... can tell from his face, but must build a good relationship with him)... Saw alot of handsome and pretty youth walking around the void deck.. wow... (Warning: Dun judge the book by its cover) just like me.. wo hen chou ke shi wo hen wen rou right? Hahaha... okie... just joking...

We have vending machines and atm below... that will be verryy convenient!

Monday, September 20, 2004

Blocked Investigation

I can't open my mouth

I can't express it in my old ways...

No

Not anymore.. not anymore...

Let me walk the only way.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

The heart deep inside

I don't understand myself.. And I want to understand myself. Now I'm going in to my heart.. I'll let you know what I see when I'm out.

Monday, September 13, 2004

Artistic people

Most of the Artistic people (esp musicians) will behave strangely at times. They often spend their time walking around, or at the room alone. That dosen't mean that musicians don't talk, they do... some are real good jokers but they just need time to be alone, when reach certain time.. their mood will swing..

Most of the people thought they have attitude problems, but they are just a bunch of people that need help. People say only musicians can cure musicians, only musicians that came out from their old self (just like anti biotic) know the key of getting out. If nobody is going to help them, then they must save themselve.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

I want to go...

I'm living in a diffrent world

Longing that some miracles will come

So that I can enter someplace I want...

The day will come... the day will come.