Nothing much about myself
Sometimes I felt what I have been receving is too good for myself, how I hope there will be another person sharing the same joy with me. Maybe.. I've been wanting it for too much, gone astray, but I think in life it is always like this... I've been telling myself again and again, don't control the situation anymore. Because I will never control it. The moment is now, what I have I treasure it, what I have lost... it's lost.
I can never do anything again. I don't want to be self-centered again, what's so good about myself? I've been redeemed and it is no longer I who live... so I'll let Him live, maybe it is time to risk my life for Him soon. I really don't know... but I'll just go if He tells me to.
What kind of life will you be living 10 years down the road? We won't know, nevertherless we can always do our best to live out our very unique new life in the years to come! This is my life, my road, my Days@BlackRoad to new life.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Monday, August 13, 2007
God Of My Youth
I just learn a new song not long ago in church, firstline of the song sounds like this:
God of my youth I remember
this is the only part I remember for the verse. You know what I really like about this song? It reminds me that indeed He is the God of my youth, when I was 15 years old, I was saved. Through out the years I've grown, but many time I failed but during this 7 years of walk with Him... I really experience so much of Him and whatever wrongs I've made I know in Him I have no comdemnation. He is faithful and has never leave. You are the God of my youth.
In you my life will change, my character will change.
One thing I really wonder.... will my wife like cats? Haha... out of the topic. Meow meow....
I just learn a new song not long ago in church, firstline of the song sounds like this:
God of my youth I remember
this is the only part I remember for the verse. You know what I really like about this song? It reminds me that indeed He is the God of my youth, when I was 15 years old, I was saved. Through out the years I've grown, but many time I failed but during this 7 years of walk with Him... I really experience so much of Him and whatever wrongs I've made I know in Him I have no comdemnation. He is faithful and has never leave. You are the God of my youth.
In you my life will change, my character will change.
One thing I really wonder.... will my wife like cats? Haha... out of the topic. Meow meow....
Thursday, August 09, 2007
22th Birthday Best!
Wow... 22th year on planet earth, think I'm not as young as before and really hope I can acheive my dreams very soon. So I have to pace myself faster.
This year I had my best birthday yet, especially with my cell group, I think the sabo improved our bonding.
Personal birthday clelebration, just really want to specially thank Yong Chuan one of my best friend personally spend so much money for the treat, cake, present and time. Not forgeting Ruyan too, I don't know who choose the present but it's really relevant, same to my cell group, I am actually looking for a jacket.
You know this year's birthday is very special to me be it from the cell group, family and friends. Well.. just want to let you guys know, really appreciate it... glad to have the relationship with you guys. Specially, I want to say, I have a cool family too.. thanks for everything!
Probably can show you my sabo pictures in the next entry if it is ready. Okie now I need to chiong my 10 Sermon Outline Assignment. See ya!
Wow... 22th year on planet earth, think I'm not as young as before and really hope I can acheive my dreams very soon. So I have to pace myself faster.
This year I had my best birthday yet, especially with my cell group, I think the sabo improved our bonding.
Personal birthday clelebration, just really want to specially thank Yong Chuan one of my best friend personally spend so much money for the treat, cake, present and time. Not forgeting Ruyan too, I don't know who choose the present but it's really relevant, same to my cell group, I am actually looking for a jacket.
You know this year's birthday is very special to me be it from the cell group, family and friends. Well.. just want to let you guys know, really appreciate it... glad to have the relationship with you guys. Specially, I want to say, I have a cool family too.. thanks for everything!
Probably can show you my sabo pictures in the next entry if it is ready. Okie now I need to chiong my 10 Sermon Outline Assignment. See ya!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Lasting Team?
Recently I started to have lots of feelings to express, one thing I'm very grateful is I really got what I requested many many years ago. I always hope to have a team, united and strong, but always find myself that relationship don't last.
Can this be a 360 degrees of change in my perspective? This time will this team last? I guess when the foundation and attitude in our hearts is right, things will start to move and grow.
It's really like I'm in a dream land, I'm kind of convinced that, yes relationship can last when the foundation is right. As I begin my young adult life, I find that it is even more exciting than before when I persue my destiny in life and day by day I got closer and closer to it. More is going to come when I start to move forward and hmm.. life may not be perfect but one thing I ask that it will be meaningful and fruitful.
Recently I started to have lots of feelings to express, one thing I'm very grateful is I really got what I requested many many years ago. I always hope to have a team, united and strong, but always find myself that relationship don't last.
Can this be a 360 degrees of change in my perspective? This time will this team last? I guess when the foundation and attitude in our hearts is right, things will start to move and grow.
It's really like I'm in a dream land, I'm kind of convinced that, yes relationship can last when the foundation is right. As I begin my young adult life, I find that it is even more exciting than before when I persue my destiny in life and day by day I got closer and closer to it. More is going to come when I start to move forward and hmm.. life may not be perfect but one thing I ask that it will be meaningful and fruitful.
Friday, June 29, 2007
Busyness
I have some pictures to upload but due to my busyness, I think I have to wait till I graduate from bible school. In my mind, I just have so much to talk about but I guess I don't have much time to talk about it.
I don't even know how should I express it, to you it may sound like a problem but actually it is not a problem. It is just a unfinish business and it is not suppose to be completed that soon. I guess it really dosen't matter anymore whether it is completed or not, the most important thing for me right now is to get equipped for the marketplace as I am going to be out there on the marketplace soon in a few months time.
At the same time, I am also thinking about University next year but surely have to go for part time University due to financial status. I guess it will be tough and it is really a tough decision.
I have some pictures to upload but due to my busyness, I think I have to wait till I graduate from bible school. In my mind, I just have so much to talk about but I guess I don't have much time to talk about it.
I don't even know how should I express it, to you it may sound like a problem but actually it is not a problem. It is just a unfinish business and it is not suppose to be completed that soon. I guess it really dosen't matter anymore whether it is completed or not, the most important thing for me right now is to get equipped for the marketplace as I am going to be out there on the marketplace soon in a few months time.
At the same time, I am also thinking about University next year but surely have to go for part time University due to financial status. I guess it will be tough and it is really a tough decision.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Three kinds of feelings
I'm having three kinds of feelings right now:
Stress
Im doing a book review with 500+ pages and I am already struggling but guess what I just received a book with 1500+ pages and it is like super thick. Wow man, there's nothing like SOT guess after this we can really handle stress well.
Serious
Wow.. today we are discipled, really felt like a man but really got to be prepared for more discipleship thingy haha.. certain people might not know what I mean.
Funny
Anyway one of my cell group member going to be promoted to PCGL and will be attached to other cell group. Hmm.. I really felt abit when I know this since he is always the one entertaining us. Really hope I can make it for the farewell gathering with them at Sentosa though I'll be serving that day.
I'm having three kinds of feelings right now:
Stress
Im doing a book review with 500+ pages and I am already struggling but guess what I just received a book with 1500+ pages and it is like super thick. Wow man, there's nothing like SOT guess after this we can really handle stress well.
Serious
Wow.. today we are discipled, really felt like a man but really got to be prepared for more discipleship thingy haha.. certain people might not know what I mean.
Funny
Anyway one of my cell group member going to be promoted to PCGL and will be attached to other cell group. Hmm.. I really felt abit when I know this since he is always the one entertaining us. Really hope I can make it for the farewell gathering with them at Sentosa though I'll be serving that day.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
A New World
I had been missing for quite sometime, really sorry because I experience some problems logging in using my desktop. I am currently using my laptop to get in.
First let me just say I miss you... OK.
Ever since last year December I had been attending CHC. Life is good there and I'm involving in Ministry too. My mind has been renewed constantly and I'm going through breakthrough and breakthrough. Well next time if I have time maybe I can share more about that.
Just completed my final term of Advanced Diploma in IT and currently I took another step of faith to study in School Of Theology in my Church. Kinda busy with big books and assignments. I shall talk more about it soon.
I had been missing for quite sometime, really sorry because I experience some problems logging in using my desktop. I am currently using my laptop to get in.
First let me just say I miss you... OK.
Ever since last year December I had been attending CHC. Life is good there and I'm involving in Ministry too. My mind has been renewed constantly and I'm going through breakthrough and breakthrough. Well next time if I have time maybe I can share more about that.
Just completed my final term of Advanced Diploma in IT and currently I took another step of faith to study in School Of Theology in my Church. Kinda busy with big books and assignments. I shall talk more about it soon.
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