New Thing

I'm still abit dissapointed, but emotionally I'm doing alot alot better than before.

Before talking about new, I must talk about the old. I'm really thankful for all the good things of course just one incident in my relationship brought me down alot, emotionally. I guess I should count more of the blessing than crises in my life.

I'm thankful for my cell group, they are really a bunch of people commited in relationship and with a vision that blends with mine. They help me to sustain my faith indirectly. So really can see what difference we can make through relationship, there's really power in relatiomship.

This photo is my SOT Graduation with cell group~

I'm thankful that I have the opportunity to use what I learn in SOT.

Now the new thing, I'm starting a band soon and I really know this band can do alot of unexpected things.

Another thing, really need to buck up because none of the company is contacting me for an interview. Maybe I should really speed up and look for more jobs related in IT area. Well, I can always simply go work for a unrelated job but the thing is, why waste time in a place you don't plan to stay and get all the unrelated experience?

Starcraft: Protoss Base

It really looks like the base of protoss. The blue thing is really like energy shield or pylon that kind of stuff.

I took this photo haha...

Aftermath Of Bible School

Thanks for the large group of BC ppl and of course my cell grp ppl for supporting my graduation day!

Its not the feel I expect but life goes on, I guess. Now I'm looking for a full time job, I have a opportunity but now currently waiting for the call. Maybe I can update more on that when I have the time. :)

Nothing much about myself

Sometimes I felt what I have been receving is too good for myself, how I hope there will be another person sharing the same joy with me. Maybe.. I've been wanting it for too much, gone astray, but I think in life it is always like this... I've been telling myself again and again, don't control the situation anymore. Because I will never control it. The moment is now, what I have I treasure it, what I have lost... it's lost.

I can never do anything again. I don't want to be self-centered again, what's so good about myself? I've been redeemed and it is no longer I who live... so I'll let Him live, maybe it is time to risk my life for Him soon. I really don't know... but I'll just go if He tells me to.

God Of My Youth

I just learn a new song not long ago in church, firstline of the song sounds like this:

God of my youth I remember

this is the only part I remember for the verse. You know what I really like about this song? It reminds me that indeed He is the God of my youth, when I was 15 years old, I was saved. Through out the years I've grown, but many time I failed but during this 7 years of walk with Him... I really experience so much of Him and whatever wrongs I've made I know in Him I have no comdemnation. He is faithful and has never leave. You are the God of my youth.

In you my life will change, my character will change.

One thing I really wonder.... will my wife like cats? Haha... out of the topic. Meow meow....

22th Birthday Best!

Wow... 22th year on planet earth, think I'm not as young as before and really hope I can acheive my dreams very soon. So I have to pace myself faster.

This year I had my best birthday yet, especially with my cell group, I think the sabo improved our bonding.

Personal birthday clelebration, just really want to specially thank Yong Chuan one of my best friend personally spend so much money for the treat, cake, present and time. Not forgeting Ruyan too, I don't know who choose the present but it's really relevant, same to my cell group, I am actually looking for a jacket.

You know this year's birthday is very special to me be it from the cell group, family and friends. Well.. just want to let you guys know, really appreciate it... glad to have the relationship with you guys. Specially, I want to say, I have a cool family too.. thanks for everything!

Probably can show you my sabo pictures in the next entry if it is ready. Okie now I need to chiong my 10 Sermon Outline Assignment. See ya!

I Need You

I love this song. It sounds like this.

I need you
I need you in me
Come and breathe upon me
Spirit hold me close within

Bridge:
I'll wait on you
As You pass on through
I'll wait on you
For your touch anew

Lasting Team?

Recently I started to have lots of feelings to express, one thing I'm very grateful is I really got what I requested many many years ago. I always hope to have a team, united and strong, but always find myself that relationship don't last.

Can this be a 360 degrees of change in my perspective? This time will this team last? I guess when the foundation and attitude in our hearts is right, things will start to move and grow.

It's really like I'm in a dream land, I'm kind of convinced that, yes relationship can last when the foundation is right. As I begin my young adult life, I find that it is even more exciting than before when I persue my destiny in life and day by day I got closer and closer to it. More is going to come when I start to move forward and hmm.. life may not be perfect but one thing I ask that it will be meaningful and fruitful.

Busyness

I have some pictures to upload but due to my busyness, I think I have to wait till I graduate from bible school. In my mind, I just have so much to talk about but I guess I don't have much time to talk about it.

I don't even know how should I express it, to you it may sound like a problem but actually it is not a problem. It is just a unfinish business and it is not suppose to be completed that soon. I guess it really dosen't matter anymore whether it is completed or not, the most important thing for me right now is to get equipped for the marketplace as I am going to be out there on the marketplace soon in a few months time.

At the same time, I am also thinking about University next year but surely have to go for part time University due to financial status. I guess it will be tough and it is really a tough decision.