Christmas Is Coming

Countdown 14 Days to the 4th Anniversary of The Black Road.
As usual, like in the past, I'm going to celebrate right here in The Black Road.

After working for quite sometime I begin to realize something in life, when it just take up so much of your time in life, I begin to treasure the things that is important to me. No, it's not those things that is giving me temporory happiness and not even the things that seems to be so precious to me but.. I just know that there are things I invested in eternal and it will not be forgoten. Don't waste your time, you have one life to live, do something you really wanted to do, live it to the fullest to reveal your Creator!

So in this Christmas let's stay in the house of God and do something that is eternal, bless a friend, let them know that you love them alot and also to know the true meaning of Christmas! Christ!

The Meaning Behind Give & Take

"... most of the time, the thought of suicide is an act of hate/revenge towards those whom we love or whom we think ought to love us." extracted from my cousin's blog "The Broad Thighs of Justice"

How true it is? Emotional love is different from sacrificial love. In life you really need to understand give and take.

If you don't give, you will be running out of hand to take.

sidetrack: My blog is coming to the 4th annivesary, I'm curious who is still here walking with me in The Black Road.

Graduate From Work Training

Have already completed the new hire training for quite sometime, work is quite good and always need to be open to learn lots of things. Luckily I have cool co-workers to work with, they are all really willing to help and share their experience. Can be very tiring, esp closing shift ends at 10.30pm and i need to go back from vivo all the way to tampinese. Took quite a while to reach home, but today just want to post something, WHY AFTER KNOCK OFF AT 10.30PM, THEY STILL GOT THE STRENGTH TO GO ALL THE WAY TO BUGIS FOR SUPPER? SOMEMORE MOST OF THEM LEAVE IN WEST SIDE! I THINK...Dun understand... didn't join them... so tiring.

Working World Welcome

I'm now working for StarHub, currently working in the most stress department of StarHub. Well, I just found out that from my cell group member that his department or rather him, if can't really help the customer in the call centre department, he will then refer them to us. So we gotto very efficient, that can be very challenging.

Well about the job, I think it is a good start. At least it is IT related and the place I'm working is kinda like a face to face customer service.

So haha... next time need help in StarHub don't approach me first till I get abit zhai liao then maybe I can help... haha!

New Thing

I'm still abit dissapointed, but emotionally I'm doing alot alot better than before.

Before talking about new, I must talk about the old. I'm really thankful for all the good things of course just one incident in my relationship brought me down alot, emotionally. I guess I should count more of the blessing than crises in my life.

I'm thankful for my cell group, they are really a bunch of people commited in relationship and with a vision that blends with mine. They help me to sustain my faith indirectly. So really can see what difference we can make through relationship, there's really power in relatiomship.

This photo is my SOT Graduation with cell group~

I'm thankful that I have the opportunity to use what I learn in SOT.

Now the new thing, I'm starting a band soon and I really know this band can do alot of unexpected things.

Another thing, really need to buck up because none of the company is contacting me for an interview. Maybe I should really speed up and look for more jobs related in IT area. Well, I can always simply go work for a unrelated job but the thing is, why waste time in a place you don't plan to stay and get all the unrelated experience?

Starcraft: Protoss Base

It really looks like the base of protoss. The blue thing is really like energy shield or pylon that kind of stuff.

I took this photo haha...

Aftermath Of Bible School

Thanks for the large group of BC ppl and of course my cell grp ppl for supporting my graduation day!

Its not the feel I expect but life goes on, I guess. Now I'm looking for a full time job, I have a opportunity but now currently waiting for the call. Maybe I can update more on that when I have the time. :)

Nothing much about myself

Sometimes I felt what I have been receving is too good for myself, how I hope there will be another person sharing the same joy with me. Maybe.. I've been wanting it for too much, gone astray, but I think in life it is always like this... I've been telling myself again and again, don't control the situation anymore. Because I will never control it. The moment is now, what I have I treasure it, what I have lost... it's lost.

I can never do anything again. I don't want to be self-centered again, what's so good about myself? I've been redeemed and it is no longer I who live... so I'll let Him live, maybe it is time to risk my life for Him soon. I really don't know... but I'll just go if He tells me to.

God Of My Youth

I just learn a new song not long ago in church, firstline of the song sounds like this:

God of my youth I remember

this is the only part I remember for the verse. You know what I really like about this song? It reminds me that indeed He is the God of my youth, when I was 15 years old, I was saved. Through out the years I've grown, but many time I failed but during this 7 years of walk with Him... I really experience so much of Him and whatever wrongs I've made I know in Him I have no comdemnation. He is faithful and has never leave. You are the God of my youth.

In you my life will change, my character will change.

One thing I really wonder.... will my wife like cats? Haha... out of the topic. Meow meow....