E.M.I.L

If you are very into facebook:

Emil has analyzed own name and explored secret meaning of own name:
E: Enlightened
M: Mature
I: Imaginative
L: Likeable

This is exactly what I'm looking for in this year.
Enlightened for Education
A Mature and Likeable Character
Being Imaginative for Dreams. I'm not just dreaming.

Easter 2009 Special

Last week was an awesome Easter Weekend! Well.. just came back from dinner with my colleagues and not feeling really well right now cos I have problems digesting the food right now in my stomach. (So I'll make this post short)

I guess Easter is a season for us to be reminded about giving up the old for the new and believing that we'll have the power for things to come. That's just a very general way to say it for everyone including non-believers, one thing we need to learn from Jesus is to let go and let God.

Sometimes you just need to believe and confess, stop trying with your own strength as we human needs help! I don't know about you but for me I realize no matter how hard I try I will still be imperfect in someway and in this season I'm going widen my heart and let God move like never before.

A Man's Thing

Once again we are in the midst of one week Morning and Evening (April) Prayer for every alternate month this year and I believe I really need it as I really think this year is really a year of challange and of course I know I will be able to get over everything.

I guess pride and greed can be a man's greatest downfall. Well... for a man's pride, sometimes to admit that I'm wrong is really difficult and it is not as simple as saying it but we gotto mean it with our heart because what others did to you may not be right too.

But to me personally in life we really gotto forgive and admit our mistake, if someone that is dear to you somehow dissapoints you, it might caused you to become someone you are not and this is proven by the experts.

Now why am I saying all these things? Because by the end of this year I have a battle to face and I really want to fight for peace and leave with peace.

To Face My Career Challenge 1st

Recently have been living a very occupied life and in the midst of all these things deep inside my heart I have a great desire to take this moutain of my life.

Besides physical training for my re-service, I have to stand in for my Exec once again and his is my direct boss. This time I will be standing in for about a month and I really want to believe for protection and everything's gonna be good. So most probably I'll talk more about life as I go on from here, reflected alot about life recently as people shared their experiences and thinking, so maybe I'll share abit next time.

Well.. I hope you guys are well and I long to hear from you guys again. Take care!

Goal Setting For Oct 2009

So what am I expecting in these few months? Will be concentrating on my Fitness as I am going for my re-service real soon. Can't afford to fail this time round as we gotto stay in another week for PT if we happen to fail our IPPT.

Well besides Fitness I guess Education is really important, infact part of the reason for being fit is for the sake of completing a training (or we can call it Education). So this year I'll be reading alot as I focus on Education and I really believe in prosperity in every area of our life. Therefore, I have lots of things to read up! Things of the spirit, things regarding my career, things regarding about character, things that keep me entertained and alot more! (Knowledge is power!)

I really have a dream in October and I really pray that I can acheive it because it means alot to me and I believe to my dear Friend too.

2nd Recall Order

I just received my recall order for my re-service ICT 2 (In Camp Training 2). Didn't expect it to come so early but still I thank God that my unit training will start at June. I thought it is good to clear my ICT 2 first before I proceed with other stuff because I guess those things will take me quite a while to complete it.

A Special Val Day 2009 Entry

Woohoo! Went through the Feb Morning/Evening prayer and I know deep inside my heart that I know I will experience a breakthrough this month. What a busy week as we have prayer, Val Day Special Cell Group Meeting and Val Day Svc 2009 follow by our single night! Well... dun worry in this entry, I'll be sharing with you how I spent my Val Day 09 and some of the things from my heart. I guess this year I'm going to change my writting style abit again (I talked more about myself in the year 2008) and you will not only see me just talking more about myself but also more about my social lifestyle or should I just say lifestyle? (We'll see...)

I spent my Val Day Eve with a 90% female cell group together with my 75% (I guess) cell group. My CGL together with another female CGL arranged lots of fun games for us but I think the fun part is actually when we guys gave the gals a surprise by appreciating them (all the guys are the waiters and I'm a walking ice cream topping machine! Nah.. just joking.. I am a waiter!)

Now let's talk about yesterday the actual Val Day, as you guys might know my church is right now in the middle of the relationship series and we are really blessed and equipped by that msg (seriously we really learn alot alot of things! It's really very practical.)

After that we went to our single night outing and we talk alot about boys and gers stuff and really get to know lots of things from a gal's point of view and of course we learn alot from our fellow brothers too!

Well here are some of the photo highlights:

Haha.. as you can see in the photo, I dun know how to smile to the camera and they always have to make me laugh :(

Let me just end with an ans to a question that recently I received from few of my friends. Well the question is, when I'm going to get attached? Or Do I currently have any aim? Let me just say that I'm still getting ready (no aim yet) and at the same time looking around. (This feb I have a big day and probably after that I can spent more time thinking about my romantic life) You know.. I'm actually a very faithful person but then I dunno how to express it and I always express it in an opposite way and like what we learnt in the val day msg, communication is the key of life and I guess I used to be someone that will keep things to myself. I believe I'm no longer like this anymore haha.. you know people do change but anyway... practice makes perfect and I don't want to go deep into that topic but ya... getting ready (no aim yet) and looking around but I'll clear my big day first before I do anything.

When I'm ready... I'll just go for it.. fast and sharp and things will just happen in an instance perheps :)

A Suggestion To Success (Few Hours Before Feb Morning/Evening Prayer)

Will be going for Morning Prayer at our Jurong church in a few hours time and I really believe that this month will be a month of breakthrough as I really have something very important to work on. Well this time round for our prayer week, we have Evening Prayer too for people who cannot make it on morning. This time round for Morning Prayer still we will have 3 premises with our Affliate Churches: Heart Of God Church @ Paya Lebar, Church Of Singapore at Kreta Ayer People's Theatre and our very own City Harvest Church @ Jurong. For evening prayer, we have 2 premises: our City Harvest Church @ Jurong and Riverwalk (a place for us to have Bible Classes and Prayer).

I really believe that prayer is the key to success in the area of finance as ideas from heaven will just come as the Holy Spirit speaks and that means we can't stay there and do nothing if we want to be rich.

Few people in this season told me similar things that make sense, if you want to be rich there's a few ways:

1. Business
2. Stock Market
3. Property

and these things required creativity! There is risk for creativity but if you want to be rich you need to be like God as He is a creative God. You can work all your life and save all your life but if you afraid to risk for creativity, you are going live a life of regret. Do you agree?

First Challenge @ Feb 09

Just want to thank God for the bonus I received, I'm impressed with the amount as it is recession now. The first challenge of the year is not how much I'm going to receive but is is something else and this thing will determine my direction for the next few months.

Guess you can feel how important is this thing as I kick off the 2nd month of the year.