The 4th level


Newbie of 4th level. Eh... Looking confident.


the days in ubin resort, in 4th level. look at the 1st person... from the right, wow.. man.. what a smile... (Zx... Our "True Feelings" writter is MIA. Might be scouting around nearby)

I have been to the 4th level quite a while, nothing much down here... Sad and Happy moments just don't last. Just like a empty cup longing to be filled everyday... May the pure water of life fall into the cup and make the cup live with excitement.

Unite

This friend of mine know him for a few months, I like him alot not because he is very hepful and always help me alot in class, just feel that he has something special... until today I found out the reason! He is a christian, thank God. Always... I have christians around me.

He is a worship leader in The Church of the Good Chapel, an anglican church. Suddenly, both of us can click together quite well... started to talk about our church, talk about by this time both of us should be practising songs in church... Blah blah blah... Hahaha... Well guess all of us in christ should be this way... Becuase we are all one in christ there is just one similar thing to talk about no matter how diffrent we are. United.

Good but dangerous

I'm starting get used to it, things are getting better and better. As I continue this road, I found that this path leads me to a valley of ice. Weird kind of road, I really have alot of questions of the road ahead. Why worry about tomorrow? Heh... Because day by day... I see the changes, bit by bit...

The only way to solve is to face it.. And I will be free... To a new place, a place that I can experience real adventure.

Welcome to my class!

Active Directory... Dosen't really catch my attendtion... Now she is trying to explain... I am typing what I'm thinking infront of my lecturer... As she is walking around the class... Now Object Security... Yea it dosen't catch my attendtion too... Ha.. my classmates are coming in now 15 mins after the break, they are really a bunch of people who really know how to enjoy life... now my friend who is just beside me is trying to log in to MSN... Give up man... It won't work... You are not the admin! Hahaha... Before that he was sending SMS using Suntel WOW.lk... Now troubleshooting tip? End of slides??? Anymore?? Setting Services Security? I better concentrate now...

Group Policies

You can create template to save troubles... (Orghh.... Not bad lah.)

Example Areas Covered by Group Policies

-Event log tracking policies, you can check how many time the user log in and stuffs like that (Hmm.. quite useful)

Setting Up Security Templates

As a admin... we can set some retrictions like only allow the user to log in three times only... (Hahaha! Isn't that stupid?? For what?)

IP Security

Skynet? A set of IP-based secure communications and encryption standards created through the internet Eng Task Force (IETF) (Cool... Hahaha... Nice name...)

Ip Security Policies

Client- Respond only

Server- Request security

Secure Server- Require security (Yea end!)

Lecturer: Shall I minus mark for those who never pass up the proposal?

Classmate1: Yes... 5 Marks..

Me: Hey! No!

Lecturer: I'll give you guys another chance... Next week...

Me: Heng ah... Haha

Haha... Dunno why I so bo liao today.. If I dun do that today.. I'll fall asleep for sure.

Hunger, thirst

Woke up at 10 something in the morning...

Feeling so tired... So tired... Very tired... Speechless.

I just feel like writting but I dunno what to write.

I'll just write something...


Like a dry cup long for water, like a desert long for rain, like a bird in a cage, like a lost boy.

No one can understand why he is doing this, his thinking, his wish to fly to a new world, his cold heart for people, he was struggling for a breathe. Suddenly, when he closed his eyes... Thinking of giving up... in that black moments... when his eyes were closed... he felt a warm touch from Him and say "I understand, I know everything, I care for you."

he was speechless but his eyes were filled with tears... suddenly he managed to say something "Keep me in your arm, my best friend and never let me go." Like a dry cup filled with water, like a desert filled with rain, like a free boy.

"Amazing grace, how sweet the sound that save a wrentch like me." - Song title: Amazing Grace

One thing I must do today

Last week to enjoy the holiday, so fast... Hehe... I haven't enjoy much yet... Nevermind... this week gotto enjoy but before enjoying... I really need to go buy those project materials and stuff... In the previous year, didn't bother to get those stuff ready before school reopen... so always chiong to the shops in my urgent moments. Crazy... Hahah... Sometimes even run out of floppy disk, so I went to format my chinese star disk ahaha.... so pathetic.

Singaporean's Slang

Hehe... Singaporean is shoooo cute! Don't you think so? This afternoon my teacher gave me one of the City Harvest Church album "Life", man... So nice! Heard some of their songs before, but I didn't know that those songs are composed by them!! Anyway... when I came back home...

Played the cd......

Familiar singaporean slang came out from the speaker...

lol! Just like our national day songs... Example like "Count on me Singapore!" Haha... I like it alot... So cute! Its unique... No one can copy us, we are so special!! I'm proud to be a singaporean... leh! Oops I'm not promoting singlish okie!

One desire

Just learn a new song from my teacher today. Here the chorus it really touch my heart.

"This is my cry! My one desire, just to be where you are Lord... Now and forever!

It's more than a song, my one desire, is to be with you, is to be with you.... Jesus..."

When I sing this song... I felt the touch of God, touching my heart... I felt so warm... I felt so happy... No one can give me this kind of joy... This kind of relationship... My best friend... Indeed... My one and only desire is to be with you... Jesus. I really mean it.

Talk things out

Few days ago...

Me: Didn't know this will happen.

Him: Since when you know?

Me: (Thinks: You didn't give me the chance to change...)

Him: You are always the same.

Me: (Thinks: Really it is not my fault today, you don't trust me anymore? Fine since you asked for it... I'll let you see the worst of me, I'll change to the worst... You force me to walk this way.)

Her: Ya lor... He dun listen one... He is Emil lor, since when he listen?

Me: (Thinks: Wow... Everyone is against me)

Just a few negative thoughts flash through me at that moment.

I'll try to be more positive now.

1st counter negative thought: Today... I nearly know, just that I'm unlucky. I'll never give up!

2nd counter negative thought: No... I'm not the same. Well... But still I can avoid this if I am careful enough.

3rd counter negative thought: Hey sis... You dunno what have happened between me and him! SHUT UP!! SHUT UP!! <- Ok... I have failed to counter the third negative thought... Why? I can't stand the way he corrected me... Or I am just very sensitive... Think the best way to solve the problem is to talk things out... Will find a chance.

Final term for diploma level is coming to an end

Tired tired tired... Tired tired tired... One more project left.

Can't burn midnight oil today, So have to burn midnight oil tomorrow... Sat is the dateline. So close so close... The term is going to end!!!

Anyway... My CMPB Medical Screening latest update, need to go for yet another checkup at 20 April. What now what now? Hope they have something new to tell me.