A request, not forgetting my purpose here.

Both of my pc are down, now I'm using my friend's pc... Recently... Quite alot of things happened... And thank God I am just positive enough to go on... At least there is still happiness in my life, it is enough already... I'm just a simple guy... I dun expect much in my life.. Really... Really... Just a simple request.... just one... hmm... okie... I'm doing well though haha... alot of things didn't come out as I expect... but I guess that's life... just need to let go, continue... and get better! No pain no gain!

I'm not immune to pain.

I can't stop my sweat coming out from my palms.

I can't change the temperature of my body.

But I can change the way I think.

This world is much more meaningful and beautiful when I see my purpose of living.

August 2004

There is much more to learn, there is much more to go through, Well... How am I? Think it is already quite sometime since I last talk about myself...

Much better, happier, friendlier(BHB), cutier (BHB), gentier(BHB), Carrier(BHB), cheerfuier(BHB)...

Hm... have to forget the pass and continue with hope.. Well quite a few things happened recently.

1. UFO... Though it may be quite a outdated news for some people... But haha... anyway.. I saw you a UFO not long ago, very round and quite big too with red light blinking... It cloaks and dissapear slowly... Sounds crazy I know but ermm thats true.. Well.. I belive the existence of UFO.. But some say it might harm you spirtually... So my advice is dun get too close to those UFO and alien thingy.

2. New guitarists... Haha I know I seldom upload church stuff here, but I think it is really a great joy to see people successful in learning guitar, what a hardworking sister... Hm... I'm very very proud of her although I didn't do much but just told her what I know... Now she can even teach too!! More to come more to come hehe.. Multiply!

3. Sold my house... I welcome your visitation to my new house.... Hehe...

Things come and go easily, just let God take control and Stay close with Him. Move on guys!

Real tired

I'm... So... so tired... Argh... I really... really.. dunno whether I can make it or not... There is just so many things left for me to do... Argh... Time is running out.. Those stupid hospital appointments are really wasting my time... Why all come together in my busy week? I got projects, presentation, test to do.. and the hospital appointments so accurate all come in this week... And then I still have to quickily finish my test early to rush to hospital for appointment.  Well, I went to the hospital late but lucky the doc still there, she told me that I still have to attend further appointments few months later... Arghh... Hai...

I am no more... Gone... Well before that... I just want to say I... I..................

Jazz

jazz   

Music.

A style of music, native to America, characterized by a strong but flexible rhythmic understructure with solo and ensemble improvisations on basic tunes and chord patterns and, more recently, a highly sophisticated harmonic idiom.
Big band dance music.

Slang.

Animation; enthusiasm.
Nonsense.
unspecified things: brought the food and all the jazz to go with it. -Taken from Dictionary

"Moving from Bedok to Bedok... Sounds like Jazz...  Now I'm doing my project in the middle of the night, I'm doing a multimedia program, a Music Dictionary program, doing the Jazz section now... And hope I can do some Jazz to gain more marks, well... Like objects moving around things like that.. heh... I'm not that Jazz enough to work on my project, well... time to continue my Jazz section and some other Jazz." -Taken from The Jazz moments Author: Emil Lim or Lin Qilong

Hope

Days of my childhood, Happy and got nothing to worry...

Really miss those days... but as I started to grow, I started to see the problems around me... family problems, I'm lack of Dad's love... Of course it is because he dosen't really have much time for me and we seldom have chance to see each other.

I dun blame him...

Alot of my friends told me that they won't leave me but they left me, some even betrayed me... I dun blame them... Maybe I'm not a good friend too.

Yes maybe I'm really lack of love... Until one day I experienced the perfect love, the unfailing love of God. But once in a while I still look back, when I face problems, stressed and stuff like that..

These few days really have quite alot of things happened to me, maybe it is just in my mind... Maybe the enviroment affect quite abit.. it caused me to look back to the past once again... But thank God... Something happened... It brings me hope... I'm completely set free... Hope enter my life.. For the first time.. I'm so happy... Maybe this is my happiest moments in my life after my childhood days... I have become very positive nowadays... I felt so diffrent.

Last day of the month

LCD

My monitor spoil... so I borrow my bro's LCD Monitor for me to do project and other things hahaha... Must say do project then he will lend me... But really... I did.

Anyway LCD is alot better than those normal monitors, those normal monitors can make my eyes real tired. Now starting back to have online mood haha...

Moving

I might move to Jurong or Toa Pa Yoh, at first I am unhappy with their decision... but on second thought, actually we need money quite urgently... We dun have much savings. So maybe.. I dun understand their stress.

Well now i'm kinda like dun care already... Anywhere... As long as it is the right choice go ahead.

Project M

Finally... They have become serious about moving... Didn't even care about my opinions... majiority win anyway... Well... I just hope that they will change their mind before they make payment which is on next month.

Heh... I am ready... Already I know this day will come sooner or later.

Few results

Today I skip school... I'm sick, so felt very tired this morning... I'm really tired of pc... sleep until 2 something today... Hahaha... Sooo good.

Medical Result: Should be infection... Need to go for yet another checkup in September.

School Result: Passed all the modules, I can get my diploma soon!

The 4th level


Newbie of 4th level. Eh... Looking confident.


the days in ubin resort, in 4th level. look at the 1st person... from the right, wow.. man.. what a smile... (Zx... Our "True Feelings" writter is MIA. Might be scouting around nearby)

I have been to the 4th level quite a while, nothing much down here... Sad and Happy moments just don't last. Just like a empty cup longing to be filled everyday... May the pure water of life fall into the cup and make the cup live with excitement.

Unite

This friend of mine know him for a few months, I like him alot not because he is very hepful and always help me alot in class, just feel that he has something special... until today I found out the reason! He is a christian, thank God. Always... I have christians around me.

He is a worship leader in The Church of the Good Chapel, an anglican church. Suddenly, both of us can click together quite well... started to talk about our church, talk about by this time both of us should be practising songs in church... Blah blah blah... Hahaha... Well guess all of us in christ should be this way... Becuase we are all one in christ there is just one similar thing to talk about no matter how diffrent we are. United.