Shocking Stock

Oh... So it is true... My friend, (sorry I dun wan to say his name though some may know him) same age with me is married and got himself a kid... Oh no... Hahaha... Funny yet shocking...

Wow... becoming a father at this age... very challenging... Haha...

(Imagine myself becomes a father)
Me: Guai hor guai hor... daddy is going to be away for NS after my last term at ADIT, you must listen to mummy okie?
(Going in to NS)
Wife and kid crying while this young daddy Emil entering the gates of the camp. How pathetic...

All the best to our friend... lets encourage him when we see him, maybe I can be his 2nd papa... lol...

Saw

So what if I found the thing I need to know?

Can I change anything?

No... Let's get some real action...

Something must be done...

"Now is the time. You! Come out..."

Few mins for a chance

Hmm.. I lost something from the past... I need get it back.. now...

In the Coffee club... Perheps I can find it there.

No.. it is not the club... it is the company.. the people...

That reminds me more about my past... It will gives me the clue...

"For what can they give, for all I want is you."

Alive

Where am I?

Things are diffrent from before...

Seems like a dead city, but I saw a well containing living water and I saw someone that is alive! I need to live...

Jammed

How's the feeling of skiping school? Good...

My result... how dissapointing...

How's the feeling of alone at home? Good...

At least... I can feel peace in my heart...

How's the feeling of restriction, being forced to be somewhere you dun want to be? Jammed.

I tried to be cheerful, but things are getting worse...

Leave

I hope I can get out of this place when I keep walking.

Silent park

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

End, end, end.

Enough, enough and ENOUGH!

My eyes are close. Until someday.. it might open again.

I need rest, totally quiet, alone... with God. I can't cut off myself from this world, but I... can close my eyes for hours... and rest in God. Silent park.

Night cat

I expect myself to do more today... but sad to say I failed to finish what I want to finish, but anyway I have finished what my lecturer require us to do.

I am really tired, I need some sleep... I'm doing things non-stop today after school, together with Timothy.. we went to download files.. after that do abit of project then I have to play guitar for cell group... every friday. Then tomorrow got morning lesson and after that I need to go for prac, after that I still got something on... Haii... Okie looks like tonight (Sat night) I have to sleep abit late. Sunday morning still need to wake up early for yet another practice, after that still have something on...

Okie... lucky I'm a cat... night cat...you guys should know me very well... haha... ermm.. I have already change the habit... I can't totally dun sleep... standard drop already.. its a good thing... its a good thing.

Thanks to you

Hey thanks for your testimony and encouragement... You really understand me alot, all the things you wrote in the testimony are very true.

Perheps I'm wrong, I thought I'm on my own.. but God send you to encourage me. Just want to say... it really helps alot, thanks for the friendship.

At first I was shocked when I heard your problem, frankly speaking.. I was quite discourage to hear that at first, but I thank God you still know where to go... for the holy spirit is in you. Haha.. amazing... both of us are inside a problem but we still can exchange positive things together. Yes, we will stand.. and face our greatest enermy (ourselves). Though we are not from the same church, though we are not studying in the same school, though both of us are inside a diffrent enviroment, let our friendship last forever.

Project is always a nitemare to us, but we can do it... nothing can distract us and nothing can bring us down... okie time to continue the project! With peace.