A new year, A new start

My school just move to the new jurong campus, from bedok to jurong.. oh dear... Have to get up very early... Okie better than the sec sch students around 7 in the morning must reach school. Haii... no more air con in the classrooms... (used to have air con in my old school)

Hmm... life is much much better now... I find it easier to manage my mood nowadays. Well... dun even know it is because deep inside of my heart is much more stronger or just the enviroment brings me the atmosphere of peace.

Anyway... thats the reason that I stop writting for quite sometime... Hmm... dun get me wrong.. now I'm absolutely fine. Hmm.. just wan to say I miss you guys... I miss the days that we were so close, that we had fun together so often... Well... continue to stay in touch! Here's my regards!

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D Emil
S To Everyone.

So small but beautiful...

I am so small... just like a child...

Often I choose the wrong path...

I look so stupid...

I look so stubborn...

I have nothing good to show...

But I am true... To

every souls...

especially to my father...

I have nothing to hide...

For what can this world offer for all I want is You.

Shocking Stock

Oh... So it is true... My friend, (sorry I dun wan to say his name though some may know him) same age with me is married and got himself a kid... Oh no... Hahaha... Funny yet shocking...

Wow... becoming a father at this age... very challenging... Haha...

(Imagine myself becomes a father)
Me: Guai hor guai hor... daddy is going to be away for NS after my last term at ADIT, you must listen to mummy okie?
(Going in to NS)
Wife and kid crying while this young daddy Emil entering the gates of the camp. How pathetic...

All the best to our friend... lets encourage him when we see him, maybe I can be his 2nd papa... lol...

Saw

So what if I found the thing I need to know?

Can I change anything?

No... Let's get some real action...

Something must be done...

"Now is the time. You! Come out..."

Few mins for a chance

Hmm.. I lost something from the past... I need get it back.. now...

In the Coffee club... Perheps I can find it there.

No.. it is not the club... it is the company.. the people...

That reminds me more about my past... It will gives me the clue...

"For what can they give, for all I want is you."

Alive

Where am I?

Things are diffrent from before...

Seems like a dead city, but I saw a well containing living water and I saw someone that is alive! I need to live...

Jammed

How's the feeling of skiping school? Good...

My result... how dissapointing...

How's the feeling of alone at home? Good...

At least... I can feel peace in my heart...

How's the feeling of restriction, being forced to be somewhere you dun want to be? Jammed.

I tried to be cheerful, but things are getting worse...

Leave

I hope I can get out of this place when I keep walking.

Silent park

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

End, end, end.

Enough, enough and ENOUGH!

My eyes are close. Until someday.. it might open again.

I need rest, totally quiet, alone... with God. I can't cut off myself from this world, but I... can close my eyes for hours... and rest in God. Silent park.