Awake from yesterday

Im awake from yesterday,

just like a dream...

just like a story...

just like I am drunk with emotions...

I'm awake... I'm awake... It's strange... it's really strange.... I dun think anyone will believe me... It dosen't really matter anymore... I'm back... And once again I see the sun shine again as I skip my school today. I think it is worth it for me to take a rest. Well... thanks for listening... After all I dun think you understand what I'm saying. Heh...

Failed to Install Again

Computers hates to co-operate with humans, one day humans will get it if we continue to develop all our hope in this high tech stuff.

Hmm... I am feeling very helpless right now, Now I must try my luck in school and I dun even know when the class is available. Duh... somemore it takes 1 hr plus for me to reach my school.

God... please help me, this is my last term.

Hunger for magic

Getting tougher and tougher... but there are much more waiting at the back.

The future is ringing at my mind, every moment, every min, may the hunger for magic ends.

I hope when I enter into the new realm of life, I can tell myself, I haven't waste any of my time.

Hmm... Wanted get this book for myself "Twenty Something".

April: End of the 1st stage

My studies is coming to an end on april, Im feeling excited for my new stage of life.

Hmm... there are so many dreams for me to chase after, so many goals I have set for myself... yes I'll reach the finishing line!

In april you will see a new physical Emil (hopefully my mind will be more positive too), hopefully... someday... we will have the chance to be together in the camp, in the outside world to fight again. Hopefully after my NS I will still be the same Emil you want me to be, okie... maybe a bit more matured and smart? Hehee... tomorrow will be a better day. :)

Let it all be done, before the world ends.

Explore the heart

Imagine a large empty room. The walls are white and featureless. There is a wooden writing desk in the middle of this room, and on this desk you can see a few reams of writing paper, a ruler, and a black fountain pen.A man is seated in front of this desk. His name is not Edmund. He does not remember his name. He does not even know how he came to be in this room. There are no doors, no windows. A feeding tube protrudes from one wall. A squatting toilet has been placed on the opposite wall. The room is otherwise completely empty.What would you do if you were the man in front of the desk? Would you look through the desk drawers? Would you smash the toilet with the desk? Try to escape through it? Search the walls for weak spots? Break the feeding tube? Or would you sit down and start to write or draw, as the unknown intelligence who placed you in the room has clearly intended for you to do? How long would you resist doing so? What would you do if you were a woman?And, assuming that all attempts to escape were futile, what would you write? What would you draw?The answer, I think, may be the beginning of a very interesting journey.Shall we think about it?

(Extracted from Lim Kee Min, the Author of "The Broad Thighs of Justice [Lite]" For more information of my favourite Blog writer or to read his blog, find and click the link under my Young Adults category)

Hmm... I think that is going to make me very annoyed, especially I am that kind that can't settle down myself, I'm too active. If I can't escape then I'll write a physical blog, write some songs, direct a movie or maybe a drama for myself? Or maybe I'll presume that I am a somekind of undercover who was captured by some bad guys with high tech stuffs, maybe nuclear warheads, maybe somekind of new drugs, they erased the memories in my brain using those high tech stuffs... "My girl is waiting for me out there! I gotto get out of here!" Sounds familiar... Hollywood or those Hong Kong movies...

Bug's Occupation

Hmm... Just wrote quite alot of things but all is gone now. Black out. It is in the afternoon but my house is dark. Dark dark house, just finish clearing the bugs that nearly infested my whole house, one of their favourite hiding... our sofa... thats the darkest area.

Darkest mind, secret space, let it all be cleared too.

Happy Chinese Lunar New Year!

A new year, A new start

My school just move to the new jurong campus, from bedok to jurong.. oh dear... Have to get up very early... Okie better than the sec sch students around 7 in the morning must reach school. Haii... no more air con in the classrooms... (used to have air con in my old school)

Hmm... life is much much better now... I find it easier to manage my mood nowadays. Well... dun even know it is because deep inside of my heart is much more stronger or just the enviroment brings me the atmosphere of peace.

Anyway... thats the reason that I stop writting for quite sometime... Hmm... dun get me wrong.. now I'm absolutely fine. Hmm.. just wan to say I miss you guys... I miss the days that we were so close, that we had fun together so often... Well... continue to stay in touch! Here's my regards!

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S To Everyone.

So small but beautiful...

I am so small... just like a child...

Often I choose the wrong path...

I look so stupid...

I look so stubborn...

I have nothing good to show...

But I am true... To

every souls...

especially to my father...

I have nothing to hide...

For what can this world offer for all I want is You.

Shocking Stock

Oh... So it is true... My friend, (sorry I dun wan to say his name though some may know him) same age with me is married and got himself a kid... Oh no... Hahaha... Funny yet shocking...

Wow... becoming a father at this age... very challenging... Haha...

(Imagine myself becomes a father)
Me: Guai hor guai hor... daddy is going to be away for NS after my last term at ADIT, you must listen to mummy okie?
(Going in to NS)
Wife and kid crying while this young daddy Emil entering the gates of the camp. How pathetic...

All the best to our friend... lets encourage him when we see him, maybe I can be his 2nd papa... lol...