Informal Communication
I'm fully armed today for the duty, the feeling is so cool when I carry a real gun and petrol. I'm back at midnight, was forced to took a cab as they release us at about 12 something am. Now is already 2 + in the morning, I have to be a little faster.
Man... my mdm is really beautiful, it's her character that makes her even more beautiful. You know when I'm still her trainee, we dun talk in mandarin but I just notice something, informal communication - Local slang aka singlish and singnese can really untense and bring us closer. We experienced it with mdm.
We should be professional, but there are times that we need to get abit informal. Better stop talking, still got to work tomorrow.
What kind of life will you be living 10 years down the road? We won't know, nevertherless we can always do our best to live out our very unique new life in the years to come! This is my life, my road, my Days@BlackRoad to new life.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Take Joy
Im beginning to understand something, It's hard to make things right everyday. There will never be a peace in our external world, we should always think positive because... in my whole life I didn't encounter anything that is impossible to solve. Problems are ment to be solved.
Not long ago, my workstation pc hardisk crashed. The IT Support guy told me most of the files inside should be gone. Oh.. at that moment, my world inside collasp. But to think back, always when I worked in faith in the things that I was not so sure about, (my senior sometimes can be quite impatient to help) I completed them miraculously. Same to the days when I was lost on the middle of a town, I choose to find the way myself by just walking with faith.
Therefore, we really should not be weary. Take joy in everything we do.
Happy Chinese New Year, may this be the year that we get even closer to our purpose here in this earth. All the best pals!
Im beginning to understand something, It's hard to make things right everyday. There will never be a peace in our external world, we should always think positive because... in my whole life I didn't encounter anything that is impossible to solve. Problems are ment to be solved.
Not long ago, my workstation pc hardisk crashed. The IT Support guy told me most of the files inside should be gone. Oh.. at that moment, my world inside collasp. But to think back, always when I worked in faith in the things that I was not so sure about, (my senior sometimes can be quite impatient to help) I completed them miraculously. Same to the days when I was lost on the middle of a town, I choose to find the way myself by just walking with faith.
Therefore, we really should not be weary. Take joy in everything we do.
Happy Chinese New Year, may this be the year that we get even closer to our purpose here in this earth. All the best pals!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Perfection
Really should be proud of myself, I didn't lost the key. I didn't lost any key in entire PNS career! What a miracle, I'm the key holder most of the time. Anyway... wish me all the best as I am on the journey... closer and closer to the ark.
Just threw the flag to the ark, nothing can stop me.
We ought to get into the perfection, it's the pathway of life. No, it's never a location in our lives.
Really should be proud of myself, I didn't lost the key. I didn't lost any key in entire PNS career! What a miracle, I'm the key holder most of the time. Anyway... wish me all the best as I am on the journey... closer and closer to the ark.
Just threw the flag to the ark, nothing can stop me.
We ought to get into the perfection, it's the pathway of life. No, it's never a location in our lives.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Delight Myself
I lost my office key, why am I such a forgetful person? Am I the one who misplaced the key?
No one is perfect, but we are all in the pathway towards perfection. Expectation, high expectation... as my enermy is myself. I dun wan to give up, I am the head and not the tail and greater is He inside of me.
I felt I did move... because the sms just arrive in time.
Delight myself.
I lost my office key, why am I such a forgetful person? Am I the one who misplaced the key?
No one is perfect, but we are all in the pathway towards perfection. Expectation, high expectation... as my enermy is myself. I dun wan to give up, I am the head and not the tail and greater is He inside of me.
I felt I did move... because the sms just arrive in time.
Delight myself.
Monday, January 16, 2006
True Heart Recovery
"Listen to it, read the book."
If only I do everything accordingly, things will be better.
It's not too late to start now. I'm back.
I've stop writting for a while, I promise myself again and again. Looks like... things are changing.
Finally I am starting to appreciate shapes of situation at that moment when I was sitting at my office (my desk)... just wanted to say "I love you." and I will never be the same again. Thanks for the people who is always there to help, you know who you are. I love writting, but if... my writting dun match my heart.. then what's the point?
"Listen to it, read the book."
If only I do everything accordingly, things will be better.
It's not too late to start now. I'm back.
I've stop writting for a while, I promise myself again and again. Looks like... things are changing.
Finally I am starting to appreciate shapes of situation at that moment when I was sitting at my office (my desk)... just wanted to say "I love you." and I will never be the same again. Thanks for the people who is always there to help, you know who you are. I love writting, but if... my writting dun match my heart.. then what's the point?
Monday, December 05, 2005
Pulled
Just when things started to change... something happened. I dun exactly know what happened.
It is always so easy to say, but who knows how hard is it for me in my situation?
Do you know what is physical tiredness? Do you? It's always so easy to say.
I'm just a young adult, just starting to step out a little closer to reliaty, not that close and not that far. I dun even have time to cut my own hair for inspection, it's easy for people who is much more free than me to lecture people.
Ok I better stop complaining, conclusion is still myself... I still need to be strech even more.
I will make it. With His help.
Just when things started to change... something happened. I dun exactly know what happened.
It is always so easy to say, but who knows how hard is it for me in my situation?
Do you know what is physical tiredness? Do you? It's always so easy to say.
I'm just a young adult, just starting to step out a little closer to reliaty, not that close and not that far. I dun even have time to cut my own hair for inspection, it's easy for people who is much more free than me to lecture people.
Ok I better stop complaining, conclusion is still myself... I still need to be strech even more.
I will make it. With His help.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Saturday, November 19, 2005
The War Against Tiredness
Taking part a BOWLING COMPETITION at 2.30pm today! NS TRACOM vs Civil Defence. CHEERS!
Hello guys! I'm back... the reason why I kept quiet for so long ermm... ya those who know me well enough... I'm sure you will know what's going on in my life right now. Oh well... if you do not know, then maybe you just know me as Emil not a close friend ya?
Okie cut the joke... but I still think it make sense.
Recently everyone is feeling tired and I'm starting to know why singaporeans is always so tired. Myself is a good example, came back at about 8pm, after bath and dinner 9pm... after checking blogs and emails 9.45pm.. yeah I usually received lots of mail everyday. After that take a fast break, 10pm, after devotion 10.30pm (Usually)... then chit chatting with friends on the phone about 11+ or sometimes 12+ but usually 11+... I wanted to do more... to read more books and stuffs, to listen to sermons and upgrade myself but I just fell asleep with my pc on and stuffs on the table. Wasting electricity...
I have outside commitment, church commitment... this week... it burns my night time!!! Almost every single night!! Imagine I'm shifting to HTA in chua chu kang... I'll probably come back at 8.30pm or even later!
I'm tired... but I'm happy... my life is getting exciting yet I still have lots of things to breakthrough. I still can't win the war with my physical tiredness... the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak, especially after my trainee day, my sleeping time is more disciplined. After 12+ automatically will fall asleep, not like last time 3+ am or 4+ am still must force myself to sleep!
I'm feeling helpless but I know only God can make a way in my life, Lord, I'm helpless, no one can give me strength, but those who rest in you will be granted fresh oil from heaven.
Taking part a BOWLING COMPETITION at 2.30pm today! NS TRACOM vs Civil Defence. CHEERS!
Hello guys! I'm back... the reason why I kept quiet for so long ermm... ya those who know me well enough... I'm sure you will know what's going on in my life right now. Oh well... if you do not know, then maybe you just know me as Emil not a close friend ya?
Okie cut the joke... but I still think it make sense.
Recently everyone is feeling tired and I'm starting to know why singaporeans is always so tired. Myself is a good example, came back at about 8pm, after bath and dinner 9pm... after checking blogs and emails 9.45pm.. yeah I usually received lots of mail everyday. After that take a fast break, 10pm, after devotion 10.30pm (Usually)... then chit chatting with friends on the phone about 11+ or sometimes 12+ but usually 11+... I wanted to do more... to read more books and stuffs, to listen to sermons and upgrade myself but I just fell asleep with my pc on and stuffs on the table. Wasting electricity...
I have outside commitment, church commitment... this week... it burns my night time!!! Almost every single night!! Imagine I'm shifting to HTA in chua chu kang... I'll probably come back at 8.30pm or even later!
I'm tired... but I'm happy... my life is getting exciting yet I still have lots of things to breakthrough. I still can't win the war with my physical tiredness... the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak, especially after my trainee day, my sleeping time is more disciplined. After 12+ automatically will fall asleep, not like last time 3+ am or 4+ am still must force myself to sleep!
I'm feeling helpless but I know only God can make a way in my life, Lord, I'm helpless, no one can give me strength, but those who rest in you will be granted fresh oil from heaven.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Twenty Something Soon
Sent : Friday, August 1, 2003 12:49 PM
To : emilniz@hotmail.com
Sent : Friday, August 1, 2003 12:49 PM
To : emilniz@hotmail.com
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Just read an old mail when I'm clearing my emails today. 2 years ago... just started my private school life, that time still play abit of irc with my sec school friends.. those were the days... playful... and happening... know nothing... just want to have fun.. thats all. But in the same year... things started to change my mindset... and force my mind to think far....
Recently alot of things flooded my mind, just like ocean rise... I've been thinking alot of things... but I can't find any ans.
I'm starting to think for my future, worried about myself, my life... my 21st birthday next year... "what for worry for your birthday? Siao ta bo..." Nah.. I have lots of aim to acheive before my 21st birthday...
No no no... nothing can stop me... I really have too much things to do... and I'm not telling anyone. "Oh yea? Then YOU are a selfish person." Hey... I'm abit stressed out... can you stop pressuring me you idiot? What's there to share when nobody can really help me? After all... I will get all the teasing from people. "Hey... did I ever tease you before?" Not you... but believe me... humans are humans. Well.. I really need time to improve on myself...
I will be back to my office tomorrow... "Good morning AQSM." Answering calls... doing all kinds of secreterial, admin, IT and General jobs. *Yawn...* I love to work... but I need more time for myself. Time is so precious. Maybe I should create a jail for myself. I'm tired.
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