Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Priviledges

Before I start
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Let me side track abit... My new blog - http://cpassions.blogspot.com/

I just started a new blog, the topic of the blog is much more diffrent than this one. It's not about my life but it is about my thoughts for christianity and I really have alot to say about that.
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My life is changing and I really pray that nothing will affect my focus on the Lord. Anyway... back to my life, still very busy at work but not so busy as before and ya... things are really improving and I'm solving more and more of my problems nowadays.

And.. just want to spend sometime to tell you, hmm... whoever is it reading the blog, have I been very quiet or did I make you unhappy in someway? If yes, let me apologise first and well... we are still good friends and sorry about saying busy all the time. I'm really working hard for my coporal rank and I'm still trying hard to manage my time. Hope I can spend sometime for lunch with you.

By the way, I'm hinting you... I have billy bomber vouchers, buy one get one free! And also, free entry to Escape Theme Park, Wild Wild Wet and Zoo. Feel free to arrange it with me as I have to be there.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Retreat at Batam

I'm off to batam for leader's retreat, the trip is free and I guess it's really a blessing. Will be on the late afternoon at saturday.

Wondering.. what's install for me there. hehehe... I'm off!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

SA to DY (Covering)

In the old times, prophet is like a deputy prime minister. The prophets can get their kings to listen. In other words, we, servant of God get the chance to stand before kings.

I get the chance to sit on commander's car and now I'm the covering officer of SA DY as he is away. I get the chance to take a lift from him. Indeed it is true in the bible, we are the head and not the tail.

My workload is getting heavier and heavier, these two days I got to oraganise the email calander for my DY, arrange the meetings, to support him and not only him but also my actual supervisor. I'm now a, Clerk cum Secretary cum Operator cum Admin Cum Assistant Cum Project and suggestions collector.

What kind of things I do? Electronic Schedule Planner for my DY in Lotus note, Mail Admin, Photocopyman, Operator, Computer Admin work, project co ordinator and other general works.

Too busy that I have to leave these things aside: Stock count, Sales and Accounts.

At times, I will be send to division to help out in petrol, yeah get the chance to carry real gun, real melee weapon and real equipment.

So what am I? Should be very useful for my future I suppose..

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Informal Communication

I'm fully armed today for the duty, the feeling is so cool when I carry a real gun and petrol. I'm back at midnight, was forced to took a cab as they release us at about 12 something am. Now is already 2 + in the morning, I have to be a little faster.

Man... my mdm is really beautiful, it's her character that makes her even more beautiful. You know when I'm still her trainee, we dun talk in mandarin but I just notice something, informal communication - Local slang aka singlish and singnese can really untense and bring us closer. We experienced it with mdm.

We should be professional, but there are times that we need to get abit informal. Better stop talking, still got to work tomorrow.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Take Joy

Im beginning to understand something, It's hard to make things right everyday. There will never be a peace in our external world, we should always think positive because... in my whole life I didn't encounter anything that is impossible to solve. Problems are ment to be solved.

Not long ago, my workstation pc hardisk crashed. The IT Support guy told me most of the files inside should be gone. Oh.. at that moment, my world inside collasp. But to think back, always when I worked in faith in the things that I was not so sure about, (my senior sometimes can be quite impatient to help) I completed them miraculously. Same to the days when I was lost on the middle of a town, I choose to find the way myself by just walking with faith.

Therefore, we really should not be weary. Take joy in everything we do.

Happy Chinese New Year, may this be the year that we get even closer to our purpose here in this earth. All the best pals!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Perfection

Really should be proud of myself, I didn't lost the key. I didn't lost any key in entire PNS career! What a miracle, I'm the key holder most of the time. Anyway... wish me all the best as I am on the journey... closer and closer to the ark.

Just threw the flag to the ark, nothing can stop me.

We ought to get into the perfection, it's the pathway of life. No, it's never a location in our lives.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Delight Myself

I lost my office key, why am I such a forgetful person? Am I the one who misplaced the key?

No one is perfect, but we are all in the pathway towards perfection. Expectation, high expectation... as my enermy is myself. I dun wan to give up, I am the head and not the tail and greater is He inside of me.

I felt I did move... because the sms just arrive in time.

Delight myself.

Monday, January 16, 2006

True Heart Recovery

"Listen to it, read the book."

If only I do everything accordingly, things will be better.

It's not too late to start now. I'm back.

I've stop writting for a while, I promise myself again and again. Looks like... things are changing.

Finally I am starting to appreciate shapes of situation at that moment when I was sitting at my office (my desk)... just wanted to say "I love you." and I will never be the same again. Thanks for the people who is always there to help, you know who you are. I love writting, but if... my writting dun match my heart.. then what's the point?

Monday, December 05, 2005

Pulled

Just when things started to change... something happened. I dun exactly know what happened.

It is always so easy to say, but who knows how hard is it for me in my situation?

Do you know what is physical tiredness? Do you? It's always so easy to say.

I'm just a young adult, just starting to step out a little closer to reliaty, not that close and not that far. I dun even have time to cut my own hair for inspection, it's easy for people who is much more free than me to lecture people.

Ok I better stop complaining, conclusion is still myself... I still need to be strech even more.

I will make it. With His help.