Last Cell Group Meeting in E254

Last week was a great Morning Prayer/Evening Prayer week for August. I went to three different premises: Jurong West, Riverwalk and Heart of God as I have cleared some annual leaves last week.

Just finished my last cell group meeting with E254 and thank God for this great cell group I have! About 3 years together and now one big group of us will be transfering to another cell group.

I just want to thank my leader Shixiong for his leadership and discipleship in my life. He has taught me alot of things from God that makes me a better person. 3 years in this cell group, gone through tears and joys together with everyone. Let's keep it up in life as we say goodbye tonight.

His will for My Church, My Life and My Nation (2 Days Left For Aug Morning/Evening Prayer)

I want to thank God for my pay increment and also for the 3 Annivesaries event. So what's the 3 Annivesaries? Church 20th Annivesary (Church Birthday), My Annivesary (My Birthday) & Singapore Annivesary (Singapore's Birthday just one day after my birthday).

I think I had my best birthday celebration this year, thank you guys for all the wishes and presents! Spent 4 days celebrating my birthday with different groups of people like colleagues, family and friends.

Well.. For this year's NDP, I personally like the theme song "What Do You See" because in life it's really about how wide and how far you can see and dream! Personally I sense something similar with the 3 Annivesaries, It's not just about My Church, My Life and My Nation but it's more than that.

This year in our church 20th Annivesary, I'm so touched by hearing what God is doing through our church and at that moment I realized something... you won't be satisfied with how successful you become but you can only be satisfied by God Himself! By getting closer and closer to Him with a heart for Him and to do His will.

Maybe you say everything you did now is for God... but do you really mean it? Don't answer that too fast... what if one day you lose everything? While it's good to dream big for God but for me personally (I'm pondering about this recently):

yes I think I should work harder, should be more successful but yet at the same time if all these things are gone, will I still carry out my purpose without these things? I guess that's one way to check your heart for Him.

Postmodernism

I've resumed my various trainings (Physical Traning and some other skills).

What is the defination of postmodernism? You need to know what it means before using this word.

You may take a look at my Pastor's writting to learn more:
http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/07/postmodernism/

=[HERO]=

I've cleared ICT2, went to work, went for my daily running and static workouts, got sick, doc asked me to stop my running and workouts for a week. Argh...

A male childhood dream is to become a superhero but a real man's dream is to be the Prophet, Priest and King. To be more like our HERO and to be a hero to our wife and our family.

So as to be a reflection of the true HERO.

Can I do it this time? Can I make a difference? We'll see... real soon we'll see.

A Female's Heart & A Man's Dream (Self Quarantine @ Home as KINS UNIT ICT 2 is suspended WEF frm 8 Jul - 13 Jul, as one of our fellow trooper is H1N1 positive)

So my ICT2 has ended early thanks to H1N1, these few days we have been doing shooting test, our tactical training and some law refresher lessons. We were asked to self quarantine ourselves all the way till next tue, my working day.

That means I'm super free, have been reading devotional (Have to regain my spiritual stamina)and watching korean drama series.

So what's the korean drama about?

A fat and blur guy became slim, good looking and famous after 8 years, he is the PGA Golf champion and wanted to take revenge on someone he loves but this gal he loves was someone who hurt him 8 years ago. In the end the guy aborted his revenge (as they were couple once again) but didn't have the chance to tell her that she ever thought of taking revenge for what she did and she ended up knowing it from another person.

Well this is the intresting part, she cried and told the guy that she has now understood how he felt and she said sorry to him, felling down on the ground she continued, "Now I can't forgive you, tell me... what to do now?!" as if she was begging the guy for an ans. - If you want to know the ending or the whole story here's the title "Oh Su Jung Vs Karl".

When I saw this part of the story I begin to understand more about the heart of a women, like the guy I felt so sorry for that gal in the show but it seems like it is too late to said anything at that moment. When the guy was back in love with the gal out of the sudden the hatred is gone and he realized how childish was he but he didn't have the chance to tell her!

Few Important Lessons For The Guys Out There:
1. If you really love a gal, you have to be quick to forgive or else you will end up doing something worst than what she did.

2. If you have something important to say to a gal, better tell her asap or else when she really get hurt it might be too late for you to say anything.

3. Gals are emotional being, so don't hurt them!!!

We guys gotto learn it through the hard way and it's never easy to be a good boyfriend. I gotto be sure of myself that I will treat my girl well, I really want to... you know right now at my age people treat me as if a sinner when they get to know that I'm single but am I ready? Do I really love that girl? There's alot of things to consider and I really dun wan to move too fast.

A Man's Dream?

Now enough about the sad thing and back to the show... that guy in the show spent 8 years to become a successful, slim, handsome, knowlegable and rich golf player,

people... there's no shortcut to success. That guy in the show spent 8 years!! Wow that's long.. but the motivation of his success is hatred. Let's see in the next 8 years what God can do through my life for His glory, let me be motivated by His love and I'm really not going after fame but if one day if I really become famous... let me decrease and let Him increase.

A Recovery Rule? (Around 1 Week + Left For ICT 2)

It's my second bookout for my ICT 2 re-service training, I reached home at 10+pm and this week we have gone through alot of deployment/field/tactical lessons. We have an operation next weekend and therefore I will not be available during our operation. Well.. one thing that I didn't mentioned at my previous post is that lots of my colleague defered this ICT 2 training and our unit strength for this training is alot lesser than last year.

Talking about people... during my bus journey back to camp I've been wondering of something that I probably need more time to figure it out but I must say during this period of re-service, few things came into my mind and couple of interesting things happened. It's about relationship recovery and maybe I'll share it when I have the time. See you again when I'm back =)

Around 2 Weeks Left for ICT 2

Im having my first bookout and later I'll be booking in again. We have been learning 3 kinds of weapons and only given one day to memorize the mechanism of one of the weapon for the test on the next day. Thank God I passed!

I know tomorrow we will be doing tactical training and will be having my IPPT on this coming thursday! All the best to me ya? I'm having muscle ache now.. so gonna rest more.
We talk again next week when I book out again =)

2 Days Left Before ICT 2

Took leave today to pack my training bag and to do a last pre training before In Camp Training 2 (ICT2). Last Sun me and my bro treated my whole family Subway! I'm quite surprised that my mum enjoyed Subway. Well.. my dad enjoyed the meal too and we really had a great time together.

(Away From Home From 25 June 09 - 13 July 09)
So here comes the Police KINS Unit residential/in camp training again and like what I've said I will not be contactable most of the time in weekdays (most of the time we have night training) and most of the weekends I can be contacted (guess I'll be confined in the last week of training).

I'm enjoying my last 2 days of civilian life right now and during Father's Day I actually did spend abit of time praying for my Re-Service as I really want to pray to my heavenly Father for protection and strength for the training. (Hopefully this time it will be like a resort life :p)

So new friends, like last year the house rule of my blog is you really got to say a prayer for me before I go Re-Service lol... nah joking... don't take it seriously k? But I'll appreciate your prayers. I'll update you guys shortly after my first book out.

"now gogogo!!!"

From ICT 1 - ICT 2 (1 Week Before ICT 2 25 June - 13 Jul)

Last week was a power packed week, the 3 days of Bible School were just awesome and thank God for His presence moving so strong in all the Morning Prayers! Well I'm just one week away from ICT 2 and I'll be almost 3 weeks away from home 25 June - 13 Jul, so during this period of time it's abit hard for you guys to contact me but I'll be available at most of the time at weekends. Gonna miss my bed.. haha...

Well... it's almost exactly one year since the last re-service and I must say I just felt I've yet again gone through alot but this time it's from glory to glory. I've experienced breakthrough in my career, vision, finance, relationship etc.. but the most important of all I know that it's only by the Grace of God. (I can get abit emotional while sharing.)

Day by day I need to lean on Him all the time, I have to... I can't trust on my own strength anymore.. my flesh has failed me again and again until I told myself I had enough of it... and I just sense that the windows of Heaven is open right now in my life. (lots of things is really happening right now.) I know that indeed greater things have yet to come and I believe it's going to get even better and better.