Care Less For Our Face

Last week went to Jurong West and Heart of God for Oct Morning/Evening Prayer. Well recently really have a very tight schedule, lots of OT and stuffs to work on.

Well.. for tonight I just want to share some simple things that touched my heart abit just a moment ago. Went for a wake svc and the Pastor told us how he realized his uniqueness and value in God. For me... I have that kind of similar revelation not long ago and it's really one of the key to live a stable life.

Gotto stand firm for yourself, on your value on God... You don't need to worry what others are thinking, just be in the light and speak the truth in love. Don't keep things to yourself and act like nothing happened! Humble yourself as we are all sinners and there's really nothing great about us! Just careless about your face and I guarantee you will have a bigger heart to take more than what you can take and to be a person that will be in the light to stand up/speak up for the truth.

So if there's something you think you need to express and it's the right thing to do in the eyes of God, just do it... care less about your face!

10 Oct 2009 Saturday

What's 10 Oct 2009 to you? For me.. It's a busy day.

Started the day with a wedding service and then rushed to my own service at expo. Then at night had dinner with cell group followed by a birthday celebration at the maska pub and after that joined my cell group for a midnight movie "500 Days of Summer".

To me... 10 Oct 2009 is a busy yet fruitful day, I did something I wanted to do, today... though it's because I have to. Sounds confusing huh? Well.. you interpret that... but for now I know I don't need to do it again as I'm done with one of my checklist of life. Time to move on to greater things.

Too Good To Take It Lightly

Last Thursday attended Overnight Prayer Meeting and Friday went to work. It's a memoriable night.

Well... recently I have been busy doing some career upgrade and I hope in the months to come I will have something good to post here. Anyway just felt that good things don't come so easily, maybe that's why it's good, it's too good for us to take it lightly and so I felt no matter what we are doing right now, gotto stay positive, gotto give yourself or even others sometime.

People need time to reflect, to recover and to grow stronger for good things.

Sleepless Excitement

I planned to sleep early tonight but I'm just too caught up by what I'm going through recently. (Can't sleep.) I've been very excited recently as I'm close to a great great breakthrough!

Just look through the logbook of my life and I can really see the goodness of God in my life. It's amazing and I know it's only by God's grace. I realized something, in the lowest point of your life you might find it hard to see the end of a tunnel but if you never give up, you will breakthrough!

I just want to say a real man really needs to go through some tough tests to go to another level and right now I just sense that I'm going through another set of tests but this time it is not my lowest point of life again but the most exciting part of my life. It's another season, a season to step out, a season to take risk and a season of hardwork! I really really hope that I can reveal it very very soon to you guys, so guys... do say a prayer for me and let us be an encouragement to one another through our daily life. Jia you everyone! I'll hear your breakthrough news soon =)

Last Cell Group Meeting in E254

Last week was a great Morning Prayer/Evening Prayer week for August. I went to three different premises: Jurong West, Riverwalk and Heart of God as I have cleared some annual leaves last week.

Just finished my last cell group meeting with E254 and thank God for this great cell group I have! About 3 years together and now one big group of us will be transfering to another cell group.

I just want to thank my leader Shixiong for his leadership and discipleship in my life. He has taught me alot of things from God that makes me a better person. 3 years in this cell group, gone through tears and joys together with everyone. Let's keep it up in life as we say goodbye tonight.

His will for My Church, My Life and My Nation (2 Days Left For Aug Morning/Evening Prayer)

I want to thank God for my pay increment and also for the 3 Annivesaries event. So what's the 3 Annivesaries? Church 20th Annivesary (Church Birthday), My Annivesary (My Birthday) & Singapore Annivesary (Singapore's Birthday just one day after my birthday).

I think I had my best birthday celebration this year, thank you guys for all the wishes and presents! Spent 4 days celebrating my birthday with different groups of people like colleagues, family and friends.

Well.. For this year's NDP, I personally like the theme song "What Do You See" because in life it's really about how wide and how far you can see and dream! Personally I sense something similar with the 3 Annivesaries, It's not just about My Church, My Life and My Nation but it's more than that.

This year in our church 20th Annivesary, I'm so touched by hearing what God is doing through our church and at that moment I realized something... you won't be satisfied with how successful you become but you can only be satisfied by God Himself! By getting closer and closer to Him with a heart for Him and to do His will.

Maybe you say everything you did now is for God... but do you really mean it? Don't answer that too fast... what if one day you lose everything? While it's good to dream big for God but for me personally (I'm pondering about this recently):

yes I think I should work harder, should be more successful but yet at the same time if all these things are gone, will I still carry out my purpose without these things? I guess that's one way to check your heart for Him.

Postmodernism

I've resumed my various trainings (Physical Traning and some other skills).

What is the defination of postmodernism? You need to know what it means before using this word.

You may take a look at my Pastor's writting to learn more:
http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/07/postmodernism/

=[HERO]=

I've cleared ICT2, went to work, went for my daily running and static workouts, got sick, doc asked me to stop my running and workouts for a week. Argh...

A male childhood dream is to become a superhero but a real man's dream is to be the Prophet, Priest and King. To be more like our HERO and to be a hero to our wife and our family.

So as to be a reflection of the true HERO.

Can I do it this time? Can I make a difference? We'll see... real soon we'll see.

A Female's Heart & A Man's Dream (Self Quarantine @ Home as KINS UNIT ICT 2 is suspended WEF frm 8 Jul - 13 Jul, as one of our fellow trooper is H1N1 positive)

So my ICT2 has ended early thanks to H1N1, these few days we have been doing shooting test, our tactical training and some law refresher lessons. We were asked to self quarantine ourselves all the way till next tue, my working day.

That means I'm super free, have been reading devotional (Have to regain my spiritual stamina)and watching korean drama series.

So what's the korean drama about?

A fat and blur guy became slim, good looking and famous after 8 years, he is the PGA Golf champion and wanted to take revenge on someone he loves but this gal he loves was someone who hurt him 8 years ago. In the end the guy aborted his revenge (as they were couple once again) but didn't have the chance to tell her that she ever thought of taking revenge for what she did and she ended up knowing it from another person.

Well this is the intresting part, she cried and told the guy that she has now understood how he felt and she said sorry to him, felling down on the ground she continued, "Now I can't forgive you, tell me... what to do now?!" as if she was begging the guy for an ans. - If you want to know the ending or the whole story here's the title "Oh Su Jung Vs Karl".

When I saw this part of the story I begin to understand more about the heart of a women, like the guy I felt so sorry for that gal in the show but it seems like it is too late to said anything at that moment. When the guy was back in love with the gal out of the sudden the hatred is gone and he realized how childish was he but he didn't have the chance to tell her!

Few Important Lessons For The Guys Out There:
1. If you really love a gal, you have to be quick to forgive or else you will end up doing something worst than what she did.

2. If you have something important to say to a gal, better tell her asap or else when she really get hurt it might be too late for you to say anything.

3. Gals are emotional being, so don't hurt them!!!

We guys gotto learn it through the hard way and it's never easy to be a good boyfriend. I gotto be sure of myself that I will treat my girl well, I really want to... you know right now at my age people treat me as if a sinner when they get to know that I'm single but am I ready? Do I really love that girl? There's alot of things to consider and I really dun wan to move too fast.

A Man's Dream?

Now enough about the sad thing and back to the show... that guy in the show spent 8 years to become a successful, slim, handsome, knowlegable and rich golf player,

people... there's no shortcut to success. That guy in the show spent 8 years!! Wow that's long.. but the motivation of his success is hatred. Let's see in the next 8 years what God can do through my life for His glory, let me be motivated by His love and I'm really not going after fame but if one day if I really become famous... let me decrease and let Him increase.