Awake from yesterday

Im awake from yesterday,

just like a dream...

just like a story...

just like I am drunk with emotions...

I'm awake... I'm awake... It's strange... it's really strange.... I dun think anyone will believe me... It dosen't really matter anymore... I'm back... And once again I see the sun shine again as I skip my school today. I think it is worth it for me to take a rest. Well... thanks for listening... After all I dun think you understand what I'm saying. Heh...

Failed to Install Again

Computers hates to co-operate with humans, one day humans will get it if we continue to develop all our hope in this high tech stuff.

Hmm... I am feeling very helpless right now, Now I must try my luck in school and I dun even know when the class is available. Duh... somemore it takes 1 hr plus for me to reach my school.

God... please help me, this is my last term.

Hunger for magic

Getting tougher and tougher... but there are much more waiting at the back.

The future is ringing at my mind, every moment, every min, may the hunger for magic ends.

I hope when I enter into the new realm of life, I can tell myself, I haven't waste any of my time.

Hmm... Wanted get this book for myself "Twenty Something".

April: End of the 1st stage

My studies is coming to an end on april, Im feeling excited for my new stage of life.

Hmm... there are so many dreams for me to chase after, so many goals I have set for myself... yes I'll reach the finishing line!

In april you will see a new physical Emil (hopefully my mind will be more positive too), hopefully... someday... we will have the chance to be together in the camp, in the outside world to fight again. Hopefully after my NS I will still be the same Emil you want me to be, okie... maybe a bit more matured and smart? Hehee... tomorrow will be a better day. :)

Let it all be done, before the world ends.