Monday, March 31, 2003

Ginseng rising up and falling down

Them: Hey! Wow... The spike is gone, cool man! Now you look like Yurin.

Me: Oh... the one who plays with blue fire.

Them: Hey Qi Long, how come you never comb your hair? So messy.

Me: I don't have the time. (I was lying, I just can't make my hair stand)

Them: Nice what...

In life there is happiness and sadness. Ginseng rising up and falling down (Ren Shen Qi Qi Luo Luo)

When you are down on the floor, some people will help you up and some will just run over your body.

So be prepared to receive good and bad comments from people, or you will waste your time lying on top of the floor.

Tomorrow I'm flying to US, because _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!! (oops too early)

Thursday, March 27, 2003

Pastor Loh

Thank God he had the faith to pray for the sick, but the virus spreaded to him...

he is now no more in this world. I respect him.

He is a man of God, his speech strengthened me.

I'm sad, but he is happy, he is now in the kingdom of God. I should be happy for him.

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Sense of love

Talking with a group of friends.

Them: What type of girls do you like?

Me: Girls who gives me pleasure.

Them: (Shocked)

Me: I mean we dun need a reason to love someone right?

Them: Oh I see... better be careful because your sense is not always right.

Me: Erm... the sense of love is unique, I think I can identify them.

Them: Lol...





Saturday, March 22, 2003

The old me and the new me

Me: (Walking in to the classroom, wave to them) Hello!

Coursemates: (Turn his head to me, and then turn back)

Sigh my coursemates dun seems to be very friendly, what is wrong with my face?

You want me to stay with them for years??? No way!!! Now I'm thinking of transfering, Sigh... my friend is right, should follow him.

Sigh... whats wrong with me? I used to be strong.

The old me

1. Do what I think is right, like fighting, scolding, bullying and skipping lessons.

2. Cunning

3. Crazy

4. Daring

The new me

1. Friendly

2. Quite shy compared to that old me

3. A bit soft hearted

4. Self blaming

Oh no, I just realise that I really change alot. Sometimes I really admire the old me, I am now weak, sigh... hao ren zhen nan zuo (It is hard to be a good human).

I didn't say I am perfect but alot better compared to the old me, thank God for that.


Thursday, March 20, 2003

Love with haste

M Juzzy: She changed her hp suddenly.. I dunno what number.. I wan to find her to tell her that I really like her alot and if I have a chance I'll never make her leave me.

Me: Ic... Thanks for sharing.

M Juzzy: Okay.

This friend of mine is still searching for his "her", there is still a chance. What about you?

If you have missed your chance to win the heart of your lover. Don't be sad for you are qualified to sing this poem with joy.

Me? Sigh... I'm not qualified but hmm... is this somekind of warning to me? (Just joking) "No, you are not joking" (Yes I am joking) "No, you are not joking" (Yes I am joking)... dosen't matter enjoy the poem.

Let me love you with haste today
For it is already too late
Because you will be leaving tomorrow

The fallen blossoms
Are the soil my love becomes

In fact, a certain beauty
Most elegant and precious
Like fragrant oil in a jade bottle.....

It is this kind of love
That turns the experience
of our rugged journey
Into noble and precious memories

The moon is pure and clear
Our hearts are facing each other
how can you not understand

by Jane Chong (Zhang Qian Yu)

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

Orientation@03

A step closer to a new world.

Exciting, lots of question mark is inside the ballon on the top of my head.

What type of classmates do I expect?

Will they make me fall like the previous war? I'm tired of these bunch of classmates, I call them "Bad influcence".

How I hope my classmates will be as hardworking as an ant, I need them. Of course I really hope that they are as helpful as a dolphin.

Now now now, its too early for me to think so much, hmm... I'm behaving like a theif, sneaking around the house at this hour. Sigh doing nothing. Better sleep now.

Tommorrow will be a better day.

"No! Time is running out."

Thursday, March 06, 2003

A cup of teh-o (Red tea)

This afternoon I was drinking a cup of teh-o (Red tea) while having my lunch at the food court. I finished everything accept my teh o (Red tea), wanted to enjoy it slowly. The teh-o (Red tea) was really great, it brings me to a new world, a world which is peaceful, relaxing, I put my worries aside and enjoy, just then I saw Galvin (my secondary school friend) walking pass the food court. Duhhh..., time to face the reliaty, woke up from the dream and I was shouting his name, waving at him but I coudn't catch his attendtion! I tried to finish my teh-o (Red tea) as fast as I could so that I could catch up with him.

Sigh... Emil... Emil... sometimes you gotto stop your dream and face the reliaty, learn your lesson from that cup of teh-o (Red tea), don't let the chance slip away infront of you. Be alert! Sigh I always dream at the battlefield, I was really lucky to be alive. Really, I thank God for the chances and warning. Don't get me wrong, you should enjoy tea, that is my personal lesson.

My friend was wearing the ITE school uniform, rushing... and so was I. Sigh... Singaporean is always so busy, even after their work/school they still need to rush to somewhere... But where? How I know!!! For me I rush back home to rest, when I'm tired everything seems to be meaningless to me.
My dream

One of my friends ask me "What is your dream?" I don't have the gut to tell him, I think he will laugh at me. My dream is to find a good job and proof to everyone that Singapore is not that difficult to find a job. Just upgrade yourself, don't be too picky, don't give up and I'm sure you can find a good job. (I'm very confident at the moment)

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

I see

I was talking with someone, that someone is someone who don't respect the own language he is speaking.

Me: Oh I see...
Someone: See me?
Me: Yes.
Me: I see you.
Someone: You see me?
Me: Yes.
Me: I see you.
Someone: For what?
Me: For some reason.
Someone: You in love with me?
Someone: Haiz...
Someone: So sad.
Me: You do you think?
Someone: You think you do?
Me: (Looking at the floor)
Someone: Tree can talk? Sad... I must be dreaming.
Me: Where?
Someone: You need water?
Me: What do you think?
Someone: No need.
Someone: Got rain water.
Me: Oh...
Someone: You see.
Someone: I know.
Someone: You see me.
Me: (Looking at the floor) Saw you!
Someone: I haven't die don't use past tense.