Train to somewhere

Expectations are always going higher and higher, day by day surprise just came in bit by bit. My life is going from challenge to challenge.

Btw.. can't wait to ORD.

21st Birthday Experience

Today is my birthday, I didn't expect much as I wanted a normal birthday was feeling abit lazy for organizing big event for my birthday. I ended up celebrating my birthday at a japanese buffet restaurant. But this year it is kinda different, the way people show their love was much more diffrent than before. I was kinda touch by what they did but most importantly I'm 21 today, Im now a keyholder (That's what they say) and the feeling is really diffrent.

Got a 6233 cell phone as my birthday present from my dad, man.. I was touched, not by the present but by his love. After so many years, so many incidents, we pull it through... yeah... Dad I have really grown up and I hope you will be proud of me. Heavenly father, thanks for making me alive, I know I have a great potential inside of me and it shall all be maximized! As I have a destiny ahead.

Happy Birthday Emil.

Party?

"God is a God who loves party and celebration."

Just promoted to Coporal rank, I became the most senior NS Staff in my department. Guess I owe quite alot of people a treat. Talking about treat, just went to Aranda Country Club for a 21st birthday dinner in a chalet. My buddy the main character of the day went through all the sabo from drinking alcohol to cake bomb. Guess the event will be a memorable event. Met some of the police force people in the party, as the main character himself is from the force. Man... as usual join them playing dai dee and watch their PSV party...it looks intresting I think.

Think I'm tempted to buy one... argh... but don't think I need it alot. Anyway... my buddy is really a different person now and I really admire him. Don't think I'm going to say it in detail what I admire about him, well for myself, really need to buck up. Okie.. my turn is going to come soon. Yikes.

Renewal

So England is gone, but Italy went to the final. Yeah... Totti is my fav.

I just clean up my room while watching the world cup, because I just renew something in my mind and I thought of renewing natuaral realm too.

So the room looks cool and I hope my life too. 3 years back, my writting was so diffrent! Hmm... yeah... yeah... people do change, even people around me are changing fast, sometimes I've been wondering to the good or to the bad? We choose it ourselves, as long as it is directed by the the Holy Spirit. Heh.

England Winner of Groub B

Phew... England draw with Sweden and that means England got enough points to become the winner of Groub B.

Owen has injured himself at the beginning of the match and I heard Roonie and Owen is the best combination in the team, what a pity huh?

Well all the best to their Quarter Final match against Ecuador, I think England can win the match. Cheers to Micheal Owen, David Beckham, Gerard and Roonie. Hahaha.. my favourites!

Stupid Consultants

I'm not happy today, I have lost my cool, I hate those people giving negative comments about me when they don't even know me.

If they got guts, come and talk to me! They are just a bunch of cowards. They are not even my friends, so why should I get so frustrated when I think of them? I don't know... and I guess... It dosen't matter. I have much things to worry.

The hour

Finally... the time has come, the hour where I have to face the music, face the problem in my life. The greatest problem, greatest worries are infront of my eyes! Well the only thing I can do is to pray and nothing much more. It is not very serious but I believe the incident today will affect my future.

No matter what I will face, what will happen, what kind of decisions I must make, I have to face them. So I commit this time, this hour, this moment, this problem, this incident to the heavenly father, I know my future is in His wonder hands and I know that He has great things for me.

Now I shall wait for the outcome and accept the things waiting ahead of this hour, I pray that I can cross the water.

Friends at this hour, thanks for hearing my expression of the excitment of the hour.

Priviledges

Before I start
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Let me side track abit... My new blog - http://cpassions.blogspot.com/

I just started a new blog, the topic of the blog is much more diffrent than this one. It's not about my life but it is about my thoughts for christianity and I really have alot to say about that.
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My life is changing and I really pray that nothing will affect my focus on the Lord. Anyway... back to my life, still very busy at work but not so busy as before and ya... things are really improving and I'm solving more and more of my problems nowadays.

And.. just want to spend sometime to tell you, hmm... whoever is it reading the blog, have I been very quiet or did I make you unhappy in someway? If yes, let me apologise first and well... we are still good friends and sorry about saying busy all the time. I'm really working hard for my coporal rank and I'm still trying hard to manage my time. Hope I can spend sometime for lunch with you.

By the way, I'm hinting you... I have billy bomber vouchers, buy one get one free! And also, free entry to Escape Theme Park, Wild Wild Wet and Zoo. Feel free to arrange it with me as I have to be there.

Retreat at Batam

I'm off to batam for leader's retreat, the trip is free and I guess it's really a blessing. Will be on the late afternoon at saturday.

Wondering.. what's install for me there. hehehe... I'm off!

SA to DY (Covering)

In the old times, prophet is like a deputy prime minister. The prophets can get their kings to listen. In other words, we, servant of God get the chance to stand before kings.

I get the chance to sit on commander's car and now I'm the covering officer of SA DY as he is away. I get the chance to take a lift from him. Indeed it is true in the bible, we are the head and not the tail.

My workload is getting heavier and heavier, these two days I got to oraganise the email calander for my DY, arrange the meetings, to support him and not only him but also my actual supervisor. I'm now a, Clerk cum Secretary cum Operator cum Admin Cum Assistant Cum Project and suggestions collector.

What kind of things I do? Electronic Schedule Planner for my DY in Lotus note, Mail Admin, Photocopyman, Operator, Computer Admin work, project co ordinator and other general works.

Too busy that I have to leave these things aside: Stock count, Sales and Accounts.

At times, I will be send to division to help out in petrol, yeah get the chance to carry real gun, real melee weapon and real equipment.

So what am I? Should be very useful for my future I suppose..

Informal Communication

I'm fully armed today for the duty, the feeling is so cool when I carry a real gun and petrol. I'm back at midnight, was forced to took a cab as they release us at about 12 something am. Now is already 2 + in the morning, I have to be a little faster.

Man... my mdm is really beautiful, it's her character that makes her even more beautiful. You know when I'm still her trainee, we dun talk in mandarin but I just notice something, informal communication - Local slang aka singlish and singnese can really untense and bring us closer. We experienced it with mdm.

We should be professional, but there are times that we need to get abit informal. Better stop talking, still got to work tomorrow.

Take Joy

Im beginning to understand something, It's hard to make things right everyday. There will never be a peace in our external world, we should always think positive because... in my whole life I didn't encounter anything that is impossible to solve. Problems are ment to be solved.

Not long ago, my workstation pc hardisk crashed. The IT Support guy told me most of the files inside should be gone. Oh.. at that moment, my world inside collasp. But to think back, always when I worked in faith in the things that I was not so sure about, (my senior sometimes can be quite impatient to help) I completed them miraculously. Same to the days when I was lost on the middle of a town, I choose to find the way myself by just walking with faith.

Therefore, we really should not be weary. Take joy in everything we do.

Happy Chinese New Year, may this be the year that we get even closer to our purpose here in this earth. All the best pals!

Perfection

Really should be proud of myself, I didn't lost the key. I didn't lost any key in entire PNS career! What a miracle, I'm the key holder most of the time. Anyway... wish me all the best as I am on the journey... closer and closer to the ark.

Just threw the flag to the ark, nothing can stop me.

We ought to get into the perfection, it's the pathway of life. No, it's never a location in our lives.

Delight Myself

I lost my office key, why am I such a forgetful person? Am I the one who misplaced the key?

No one is perfect, but we are all in the pathway towards perfection. Expectation, high expectation... as my enermy is myself. I dun wan to give up, I am the head and not the tail and greater is He inside of me.

I felt I did move... because the sms just arrive in time.

Delight myself.

True Heart Recovery

"Listen to it, read the book."

If only I do everything accordingly, things will be better.

It's not too late to start now. I'm back.

I've stop writting for a while, I promise myself again and again. Looks like... things are changing.

Finally I am starting to appreciate shapes of situation at that moment when I was sitting at my office (my desk)... just wanted to say "I love you." and I will never be the same again. Thanks for the people who is always there to help, you know who you are. I love writting, but if... my writting dun match my heart.. then what's the point?