Thursday, October 28, 2004

Jammed

How's the feeling of skiping school? Good...

My result... how dissapointing...

How's the feeling of alone at home? Good...

At least... I can feel peace in my heart...

How's the feeling of restriction, being forced to be somewhere you dun want to be? Jammed.

I tried to be cheerful, but things are getting worse...

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Leave

I hope I can get out of this place when I keep walking.

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Silent park

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

It has come to an end.

End, end, end.

Enough, enough and ENOUGH!

My eyes are close. Until someday.. it might open again.

I need rest, totally quiet, alone... with God. I can't cut off myself from this world, but I... can close my eyes for hours... and rest in God. Silent park.

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Night cat

I expect myself to do more today... but sad to say I failed to finish what I want to finish, but anyway I have finished what my lecturer require us to do.

I am really tired, I need some sleep... I'm doing things non-stop today after school, together with Timothy.. we went to download files.. after that do abit of project then I have to play guitar for cell group... every friday. Then tomorrow got morning lesson and after that I need to go for prac, after that I still got something on... Haii... Okie looks like tonight (Sat night) I have to sleep abit late. Sunday morning still need to wake up early for yet another practice, after that still have something on...

Okie... lucky I'm a cat... night cat...you guys should know me very well... haha... ermm.. I have already change the habit... I can't totally dun sleep... standard drop already.. its a good thing... its a good thing.

Friday, October 01, 2004

Thanks to you

Hey thanks for your testimony and encouragement... You really understand me alot, all the things you wrote in the testimony are very true.

Perheps I'm wrong, I thought I'm on my own.. but God send you to encourage me. Just want to say... it really helps alot, thanks for the friendship.

At first I was shocked when I heard your problem, frankly speaking.. I was quite discourage to hear that at first, but I thank God you still know where to go... for the holy spirit is in you. Haha.. amazing... both of us are inside a problem but we still can exchange positive things together. Yes, we will stand.. and face our greatest enermy (ourselves). Though we are not from the same church, though we are not studying in the same school, though both of us are inside a diffrent enviroment, let our friendship last forever.

Project is always a nitemare to us, but we can do it... nothing can distract us and nothing can bring us down... okie time to continue the project! With peace.