Real tired

I'm... So... so tired... Argh... I really... really.. dunno whether I can make it or not... There is just so many things left for me to do... Argh... Time is running out.. Those stupid hospital appointments are really wasting my time... Why all come together in my busy week? I got projects, presentation, test to do.. and the hospital appointments so accurate all come in this week... And then I still have to quickily finish my test early to rush to hospital for appointment.  Well, I went to the hospital late but lucky the doc still there, she told me that I still have to attend further appointments few months later... Arghh... Hai...

I am no more... Gone... Well before that... I just want to say I... I..................

Jazz

jazz   

Music.

A style of music, native to America, characterized by a strong but flexible rhythmic understructure with solo and ensemble improvisations on basic tunes and chord patterns and, more recently, a highly sophisticated harmonic idiom.
Big band dance music.

Slang.

Animation; enthusiasm.
Nonsense.
unspecified things: brought the food and all the jazz to go with it. -Taken from Dictionary

"Moving from Bedok to Bedok... Sounds like Jazz...  Now I'm doing my project in the middle of the night, I'm doing a multimedia program, a Music Dictionary program, doing the Jazz section now... And hope I can do some Jazz to gain more marks, well... Like objects moving around things like that.. heh... I'm not that Jazz enough to work on my project, well... time to continue my Jazz section and some other Jazz." -Taken from The Jazz moments Author: Emil Lim or Lin Qilong

Hope

Days of my childhood, Happy and got nothing to worry...

Really miss those days... but as I started to grow, I started to see the problems around me... family problems, I'm lack of Dad's love... Of course it is because he dosen't really have much time for me and we seldom have chance to see each other.

I dun blame him...

Alot of my friends told me that they won't leave me but they left me, some even betrayed me... I dun blame them... Maybe I'm not a good friend too.

Yes maybe I'm really lack of love... Until one day I experienced the perfect love, the unfailing love of God. But once in a while I still look back, when I face problems, stressed and stuff like that..

These few days really have quite alot of things happened to me, maybe it is just in my mind... Maybe the enviroment affect quite abit.. it caused me to look back to the past once again... But thank God... Something happened... It brings me hope... I'm completely set free... Hope enter my life.. For the first time.. I'm so happy... Maybe this is my happiest moments in my life after my childhood days... I have become very positive nowadays... I felt so diffrent.