Hope

Days of my childhood, Happy and got nothing to worry...

Really miss those days... but as I started to grow, I started to see the problems around me... family problems, I'm lack of Dad's love... Of course it is because he dosen't really have much time for me and we seldom have chance to see each other.

I dun blame him...

Alot of my friends told me that they won't leave me but they left me, some even betrayed me... I dun blame them... Maybe I'm not a good friend too.

Yes maybe I'm really lack of love... Until one day I experienced the perfect love, the unfailing love of God. But once in a while I still look back, when I face problems, stressed and stuff like that..

These few days really have quite alot of things happened to me, maybe it is just in my mind... Maybe the enviroment affect quite abit.. it caused me to look back to the past once again... But thank God... Something happened... It brings me hope... I'm completely set free... Hope enter my life.. For the first time.. I'm so happy... Maybe this is my happiest moments in my life after my childhood days... I have become very positive nowadays... I felt so diffrent.