Freedom Month

My family is in oversea now and I'm alone at home, my brother didn't join them.

Think my brother is afriad of quietness and I am those that needs to be alone at times. Especially at home, You know sometimes I need to recharge myself, need to stay quiet a while.

Well.. anyway... that's why he is temp staying in another place, so I'm totally alone. Freedom! My mum didn't control me alot, actually she is a good mum... she gives me alot of freedom to choose what I want, to do what I like, she didn't want me to study much if I dun have the interest... sometimes I'm kinda rude to her, when she becomes naggy. Well that's really my fault... I should really change.. haha..

Anyway... Time really flies, it is just like yesterday I was still a young young boy who was not capable to take care of myself. Now... I have grown up, and this is what I'm waiting for.. wash my own clothes, prepare for my own meal, Iorn my own clothes and hahaha! NO MORE NAGGING FOR A MONTH! WOOOHOO!

A Heart That's Ever True

Dear Emil,

Remember, while Man perceives worth by surveying our external condition, God looks at our hearts. The best gift we can give may not have to be the most expensive, but it would have to cost us something. As in the Widow's Offering in Mark 12, the best gift to God exists in the little that we have.

While your grades do not reflect who you are as a child of God, it serves to aid you in knowing how ready you are for a musical ministry.
Press on! Because God makes us beautiful in His time and in His perfect way.

Remarks:

Emil, your good rhythm sense has enabled you to learn the rhythms readily. Do spend time exploring how you can integrate the rhythms and chord shades into your playing before moving on to AWD2.

Graded by Bernice Loh. (One of my sweet keyboard coach.)

Deeper into my 20s

I am trying to figure out something, I am always a little diffrent from others... as in my learning speed it's not those fast type. Okie.. let me get straight to the point, I might be slow compared to others but at least... I can say that I am a very true person, as in I'm true to people. I'm shock to see the people around me treat love so lightly and people treat their gifts so lightly when they have them.

I need to learn this too.. I might be true to people, but not to everything, with hardwork I know I can do all things.. through christ and I really hope that I can continue to treat everyone with a true heart and I know I need to improve on the way I handle things, doing things etc.

Hopefully after I POP... I will do things more seriously, I know... someone will be watching my every action. So.. I really hope I'll never become those action kind of people, instead I wish I will handle things and my thoughts in a very mature and a very humble way.

I hope... the person who is watching over me all the time will appreciate the things I do more than how people look at me.

I hope.. I hope... I will never change... to be like those person out there. You know there are so many of them.. out there..

Coming to an end?

Life is never easy

We all have our own story to say

We have gone through joy and sad moments

But don't ever let the things around you drag you down

To another person.


If you think you have gone through alot

There's more coming

Dun ever over estimate yourself.


So finally... 5 more weeks to POP and I'm coming back to face the members of the public. I need to pass my final exam in order to come out, please pray for me if you can.