Thursday, December 27, 2007

One Chance From Heaven

Few months back... I received a chance and I'm glad I didn't let it go. Today another one came but end of the month I have another two or perheps one, as one of it might be pushed to the beginning of 2008

3 chances in the finale of this year, I have accomplished 2 and the last one I know I will make it!

I'm invited to do a album recording, that is just like a dream. I knew the opportunities is going to come sooner or later.

You know how faithful is our Dream provider heavenly Father? Day by day... I see things one by one coming to past. Look forward... seize every moment! Don't let your dream go!

Prepare yourself, Ask yourself: "What will you do if you have one chance from heaven?"

Now is the time!!! The hour has arrived infront of my eyes!

Monday, December 24, 2007

Another Blood

Many of you didn't know that I have another type blood running inside my body, I am born in Singapore but I have another type of blood inside my body. Well... yes some of you might already know, I am not a total Singaporean though I was born here.

Used to go back to my home town very often but... it has been a long time since I last visit that place. Next Chinese New Year I'm going back, so many things happened this year... it's really time for me to rest and reflect in life again.

This year is just like a dream, when I woke up from the dream I found out that there are actually lots of things in life I had missed and this time I'm going to get better and I won't let this chance slip away. I'm going to do something in reality and not my dream.

I had a cousin, in another country, aka my hometown, it has been years since the last time we met, what a reunion... what a reunion... he's here in Singapore the next few days! It's going to be exciting.

Where is my hometown? My ex girlfriend was from that country,
Still Don't know?

It is Malaysia. Surprised? Not so, I guess. :)

Monday, December 17, 2007

Christmas Is Coming

Countdown 14 Days to the 4th Anniversary of The Black Road.
As usual, like in the past, I'm going to celebrate right here in The Black Road.

After working for quite sometime I begin to realize something in life, when it just take up so much of your time in life, I begin to treasure the things that is important to me. No, it's not those things that is giving me temporory happiness and not even the things that seems to be so precious to me but.. I just know that there are things I invested in eternal and it will not be forgoten. Don't waste your time, you have one life to live, do something you really wanted to do, live it to the fullest to reveal your Creator!

So in this Christmas let's stay in the house of God and do something that is eternal, bless a friend, let them know that you love them alot and also to know the true meaning of Christmas! Christ!

Monday, December 10, 2007

The Meaning Behind Give & Take

"... most of the time, the thought of suicide is an act of hate/revenge towards those whom we love or whom we think ought to love us." extracted from my cousin's blog "The Broad Thighs of Justice"

How true it is? Emotional love is different from sacrificial love. In life you really need to understand give and take.

If you don't give, you will be running out of hand to take.

sidetrack: My blog is coming to the 4th annivesary, I'm curious who is still here walking with me in The Black Road.

Friday, November 09, 2007


Graduate From Work Training


Have already completed the new hire training for quite sometime, work is quite good and always need to be open to learn lots of things. Luckily I have cool co-workers to work with, they are all really willing to help and share their experience. Can be very tiring, esp closing shift ends at 10.30pm and i need to go back from vivo all the way to tampinese. Took quite a while to reach home, but today just want to post something, WHY AFTER KNOCK OFF AT 10.30PM, THEY STILL GOT THE STRENGTH TO GO ALL THE WAY TO BUGIS FOR SUPPER? SOMEMORE MOST OF THEM LEAVE IN WEST SIDE! I THINK...Dun understand... didn't join them... so tiring.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Working World Welcome

I'm now working for StarHub, currently working in the most stress department of StarHub. Well, I just found out that from my cell group member that his department or rather him, if can't really help the customer in the call centre department, he will then refer them to us. So we gotto very efficient, that can be very challenging.

Well about the job, I think it is a good start. At least it is IT related and the place I'm working is kinda like a face to face customer service.

So haha... next time need help in StarHub don't approach me first till I get abit zhai liao then maybe I can help... haha!

Monday, October 01, 2007

New Thing

I'm still abit dissapointed, but emotionally I'm doing alot alot better than before.

Before talking about new, I must talk about the old. I'm really thankful for all the good things of course just one incident in my relationship brought me down alot, emotionally. I guess I should count more of the blessing than crises in my life.

I'm thankful for my cell group, they are really a bunch of people commited in relationship and with a vision that blends with mine. They help me to sustain my faith indirectly. So really can see what difference we can make through relationship, there's really power in relatiomship.

This photo is my SOT Graduation with cell group~

I'm thankful that I have the opportunity to use what I learn in SOT.

Now the new thing, I'm starting a band soon and I really know this band can do alot of unexpected things.

Another thing, really need to buck up because none of the company is contacting me for an interview. Maybe I should really speed up and look for more jobs related in IT area. Well, I can always simply go work for a unrelated job but the thing is, why waste time in a place you don't plan to stay and get all the unrelated experience?

Friday, September 21, 2007

Starcraft: Protoss Base

It really looks like the base of protoss. The blue thing is really like energy shield or pylon that kind of stuff.

I took this photo haha...

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Aftermath Of Bible School




Thanks for the large group of BC ppl and of course my cell grp ppl for supporting my graduation day!

Its not the feel I expect but life goes on, I guess. Now I'm looking for a full time job, I have a opportunity but now currently waiting for the call. Maybe I can update more on that when I have the time. :)

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Nothing much about myself

Sometimes I felt what I have been receving is too good for myself, how I hope there will be another person sharing the same joy with me. Maybe.. I've been wanting it for too much, gone astray, but I think in life it is always like this... I've been telling myself again and again, don't control the situation anymore. Because I will never control it. The moment is now, what I have I treasure it, what I have lost... it's lost.

I can never do anything again. I don't want to be self-centered again, what's so good about myself? I've been redeemed and it is no longer I who live... so I'll let Him live, maybe it is time to risk my life for Him soon. I really don't know... but I'll just go if He tells me to.

Monday, August 13, 2007

God Of My Youth

I just learn a new song not long ago in church, firstline of the song sounds like this:

God of my youth I remember

this is the only part I remember for the verse. You know what I really like about this song? It reminds me that indeed He is the God of my youth, when I was 15 years old, I was saved. Through out the years I've grown, but many time I failed but during this 7 years of walk with Him... I really experience so much of Him and whatever wrongs I've made I know in Him I have no comdemnation. He is faithful and has never leave. You are the God of my youth.

In you my life will change, my character will change.

One thing I really wonder.... will my wife like cats? Haha... out of the topic. Meow meow....

Thursday, August 09, 2007

22th Birthday Best!

Wow... 22th year on planet earth, think I'm not as young as before and really hope I can acheive my dreams very soon. So I have to pace myself faster.

This year I had my best birthday yet, especially with my cell group, I think the sabo improved our bonding.

Personal birthday clelebration, just really want to specially thank Yong Chuan one of my best friend personally spend so much money for the treat, cake, present and time. Not forgeting Ruyan too, I don't know who choose the present but it's really relevant, same to my cell group, I am actually looking for a jacket.

You know this year's birthday is very special to me be it from the cell group, family and friends. Well.. just want to let you guys know, really appreciate it... glad to have the relationship with you guys. Specially, I want to say, I have a cool family too.. thanks for everything!

Probably can show you my sabo pictures in the next entry if it is ready. Okie now I need to chiong my 10 Sermon Outline Assignment. See ya!

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

I Need You

I love this song. It sounds like this.

I need you
I need you in me
Come and breathe upon me
Spirit hold me close within

Bridge:
I'll wait on you
As You pass on through
I'll wait on you
For your touch anew

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Lasting Team?

Recently I started to have lots of feelings to express, one thing I'm very grateful is I really got what I requested many many years ago. I always hope to have a team, united and strong, but always find myself that relationship don't last.

Can this be a 360 degrees of change in my perspective? This time will this team last? I guess when the foundation and attitude in our hearts is right, things will start to move and grow.

It's really like I'm in a dream land, I'm kind of convinced that, yes relationship can last when the foundation is right. As I begin my young adult life, I find that it is even more exciting than before when I persue my destiny in life and day by day I got closer and closer to it. More is going to come when I start to move forward and hmm.. life may not be perfect but one thing I ask that it will be meaningful and fruitful.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Busyness

I have some pictures to upload but due to my busyness, I think I have to wait till I graduate from bible school. In my mind, I just have so much to talk about but I guess I don't have much time to talk about it.

I don't even know how should I express it, to you it may sound like a problem but actually it is not a problem. It is just a unfinish business and it is not suppose to be completed that soon. I guess it really dosen't matter anymore whether it is completed or not, the most important thing for me right now is to get equipped for the marketplace as I am going to be out there on the marketplace soon in a few months time.

At the same time, I am also thinking about University next year but surely have to go for part time University due to financial status. I guess it will be tough and it is really a tough decision.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Three kinds of feelings

I'm having three kinds of feelings right now:

Stress

Im doing a book review with 500+ pages and I am already struggling but guess what I just received a book with 1500+ pages and it is like super thick. Wow man, there's nothing like SOT guess after this we can really handle stress well.

Serious

Wow.. today we are discipled, really felt like a man but really got to be prepared for more discipleship thingy haha.. certain people might not know what I mean.

Funny

Anyway one of my cell group member going to be promoted to PCGL and will be attached to other cell group. Hmm.. I really felt abit when I know this since he is always the one entertaining us. Really hope I can make it for the farewell gathering with them at Sentosa though I'll be serving that day.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

A New World

I had been missing for quite sometime, really sorry because I experience some problems logging in using my desktop. I am currently using my laptop to get in.

First let me just say I miss you... OK.

Ever since last year December I had been attending CHC. Life is good there and I'm involving in Ministry too. My mind has been renewed constantly and I'm going through breakthrough and breakthrough. Well next time if I have time maybe I can share more about that.

Just completed my final term of Advanced Diploma in IT and currently I took another step of faith to study in School Of Theology in my Church. Kinda busy with big books and assignments. I shall talk more about it soon.