Last New Life Series: Letting Go And Moving On (This entry is for those who were once my super close buddy)

Well this is the last thing I'm going to talk about regarding my life and I'm going to conclude my New Life Aim in the next entry and I will try my best to live a new life 24/7.

This is the saddest thing I wanted to talk about, there will always be people who choose not to let go or forgive and in life if there is no trust, relationships will stop growing. No right or wrong, we don't trust everyone but we must forgive everyone.

I think in my life lots of friends left me because of conflicts, change of character, my wrong doings but in life it's really not good for me to put responsibilities in others. I guess, I have a part to play, to let go and to be stronger.

Forgiving myself and to move on with life is not easy, really need to let go alot and discipline to stop myself for critisizing others who left my life. Through all these maybe most of you will think that I won't benefit anything from it but I just want to say... problems make us stronger.

Through all these I found a new life, new relationships, new ministry, new career, new dreams and visions! So what if I lost them? My guitar teacher always told me this, "don't get bitter, get better!" and it's really good that I'm learning not to blame others but to take responsibility on my part and not others, that's the character of a real man and dosen't matter if I lost something, whatever I lost I'm going to get it back with all the lessons I have learn in the past. So what if my spiritual life got affected so much from my wrong doing in the past? I'll pick it up once again... I'll pray more... I'll serve more, I'll love more and many more.

So lastly I just want to say, maybe some of you here are so called my friends but you don't really consider me as a friend in your heart and I'm going to say to everyone that I'm sorry but if you guys think that I can't be trusted, I will not blame you but I will move on in life. Whatever unhappiness, let's throw it away (Letting Go) and move on in life.

Let's get better, maybe we can't be good friends anymore but at least we were once good friends and we fought a good fight with a good memory. Cheers :)!

From the bottom of my life.
From Emil, Always your friend.

2nd Last New Life Series: The Fight OF Life (Further Studies, Financial Planning, Romance etc)

Well... the topic of my new life is coming to an end soon in my blog and yes "The New Life Series" will be myself living it out 24/7. So my blog entries will be back to normal, hopefully not too personal but intresting.

In adulthood, all of us have been trying very hard. Really very hard, be it in relationship, studies, career, ministry and all kinds of things.

Responsibilities and the demand of productivity in your daily life is growing heavier and heavier but we have only one solution for this tiring adulthood stage, "The Supernatural Prayer". I've been planning alot recently for my further studies and also did lots of financial planning for myself.

Well for my romantic life, not going to concentrate on it this year and but for next year? Maybe or maybe not but I know that this year is the foundation of my adulthood life and I really got to spend more time on it.

Gotto have the Right Flow Of Life from the top/our Father in whatever we do and things will be smooth. May I be strong in the midst of the tension of life.

New Life Series Part 9: Adulthood Process In Singapore

Well... my Malaysian cousin is here tonight, got to shift to my bro's place to sleep. Spend about an hour to really tidy up my room and I guess my room is super neat now.

Okie let's go the main thing for today, I received a letter today and I saw this police logo and the word "ON GOVERNMENT SERVICE". Oh... re service is finally here and guess what? I'm in the KINS Unit, one of the unit from SOC. So this STAR Team or people know them as "SWAT Team or fei hu dui" is also under SOC.

So somehow I am related to this formidable team in Singapore and of course the training will be tiring but I guess work and re service is part of the life for guys in Singapore. So 1985 buddies, let's keep it up k? 123 Yes!

The New Life Series Part 8: I'm a 3C (Potential husband)

Hahaha... I know it's lame but it's good to be lame once in a while. I just obtained my first credit card yesterday! It's just like yesterday when I were still a child when I watched those hero main character guy with a credit card. It looks good!

Well, in Singapore people like to talk about 5C husbands. Having a Career, some spare Cash, Credit Card for convenient payment and well for the next two still need to take sometime for me to get them!

A Car and a Condo! So for now, let me just aim for a Car. Lastly, I'm not a husband yet and so I'm a potential one.

So with all the explanation above, that concludes my title for this post. It is good to prosper but let's not let all these be our reason for living.

The New Life Series Part 7: The Right Flow Of Life (Priorities In Relationship)

Well recently I felt that my relationship in ministry and my daily social life are growing and from there, there is a lesson to learn, allow me to speak the spiritual aspect of my life again because I felt that this will be one of the key for this new life. Felt that In life we always need to take note of certain patterns or principals, we need to set priorities in whatever things we do and this pincipal can be applied in your workplace, relationships, ministries and many more.

Well, today specificly I need to remind myself to do this in relationship. What I mean is really invest in the most important place and then let it flow down. Our God is good and that's why we need to give Him all the priorities in terms of relationship so that the more we build our relationship the more He will teach us to love our family and friends. If you can't give more of your time to your cell group, then don't think of meeting a need and healing a hurt in the lost world.

Well, if the relationship between you and your family is in a mess, better settle it first before you proceed further to the lost world. You need a place to rest and ultimately before you rest physically, you need to rest spiritually in the secret place.

I really believe as I set priorities in the right thing, I'll begin to see a right flow in my life and everything will seem to be so right because there is a flow from the top and whatever we do we will not be powerless.

The New Life Series Part 6: Music Career Breakthrough

I'm really so excited for the album which I have participated is about to release soon! Yes soon! So happy that I have made some progress in my song writting career too! Well, really want to thank the team for working so hard and it's really the unity that brought us to this level.

Well personally, I really want to say that this is the evidence of what I felt earlier on in the beginning of the year that indeed this is the year of promotion. Even in my church ministry as I'm walking towards the path of a singer and guess what?! An opportunity is right infront of me and I really want to believe that indeed that all these things will progress so that I can serve Him even more and glorify our Father in heaven. All the glory to our God!

Gotto work tomorrow so goodnight friends!

The New Life Series Part 5: The Gathering For A Purpose

Well, it has been a while since I stuck myself on this topic of new life and I really do believe that spiritual thing can be preached by your actions, the way you handle a seed of new life.

Today I'm going to talk about my life again and this is a topic that I usually dun talk that much in my blog but today I just want to appreciate this group of people in my life. Before I start I just want to say the reason that I dun usually talk about this topic is because it is quite a sensitive topic to talk about and maybe some of you might misunderstood my meaning? I dunno... but trust me, everything I said today is a fresh expression of my very true heart.

Ok now let me begin, friends... I believe different people are called to be together for a greater purpose and I believe the group of people is my cell group member! (Surprised E254! If you guys are reading... haha..) Well it dosen't mean that my other friends are not as important! No! But I believe my cell group is somehow a cell group that I've always wanted to be with, not because they are better than others but we have the same values and I believe this is no coincidence, we have something to accomplish together and that's the reason God put us together.

Well everybody will have their own group of people to work with for a higher purpose in life, you have your own group to look for (if you haven't found one) or you have your own group to work with (to improve in the ability to work better as a group)...

and I know my group... I really do... we are together not because of us... but for higher calling and I just found out this recently... I didn't really water the seed... but now I see the potential of this group... that indeed if I work on it I will see a forest from this group. The path of new life is ahead of me, don't look back and now as I'm walking I have already tasted some of the good fruits from the trees and I believe more fruits will bare... I believe...

Different Values, Different Groups but many groups are called.